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knots in my heart..

i’m feeling frustrated at this very moment. very frustrated in fact. i dunno how i should descibe my feeling, but its so sucky that im ready to hit someone up.

i guess the only way for me to ease my frustrations is to blog, and here i am hitting hard and away on this poor little keyboard.

why issit that life is so complicated at times? why is it that it cant be a simple affair where everyone knows that’s going on everywhere? what exactly is the word trust? what happens when u feel that you might have been betrayed? why is it so hard to learn to trust? why do people have secrets? why is the need for secrets?

it’s a long weekend and im not happy. i got to work tomorrow.. I’m supposed to be off, but i decided to be kind and help a colleague who have arranged a trip and have to apply for a day’s leave should i not change my schedule with him. it makes me wonder, should i be kind? why cant the rest of the people out there be kind? so what if im kind? i seemed to end up being unhappy in other aspects of life.

at this very spur of the moment.. i suddenly feel like going clubbing.. and drown my sorrows in drinks.. and forget what the world is about and forget abt all that’s on my mind.. but is that possible? will i do it? why aint i the happy go lucky person i used to be anymore?

is there a price to pay for everything? im so confused. i feel like breaking down. i feel like hiding. urgh!

Hi there! Thanks for popping by. I'm Cherie, a ftwm (full-time working mum) to 3 lovely kids (2 boys & a princess) and my motto in life is to BE HAPPY. Sure, life isn't all that smooth but it's the mentality that counts, no? This blog documents my life. Or rather, snippets of my life that has passed me by. I love capturing life memories in the blog and being able to read back and laugh at myself (or anyone). I love to eat (A LOT), travel and paint my own nails so the blog is mostly about that. Is that considered lifestyle? Of cos, the family is also very much an integral part of me so there would be loads of memories about the husband and my kids - Jerry (9yo), Jerome (7yo) and Leia (2.5yo) and everyone else that's close to me. I like documenting the kids' milestones, their growing up years, their achievements (and sometimes, mine), and my struggles and battles with motherhood. It sure ain't easy. I love seeking out good food and travelling, is trigger-happy, love new gadgets, love exploring new places and strives to live life to the fullest. I aspire to travel the world as much as I can, to soak in the different sights across the various continents and visit all the Disneylands in the world (almost there!). Have fun reading and do drop me a comment to say hi! Love, Cherie Lim Find me on Instagram.

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