Frustrated me..
i was extremely pissed when i went to bed last nite. I can’t stand wei’s indecisiveness. Argh.. we planned the trip and i took leave for tomorrow.. and i kept asking if the trip was confirmed since there are things i need to do and prepare. all along, he told me ya.. we’ll be going.. just before i slept last nite at almost 3am, i called wei to confirm abt meeting for the trip tomorrow… and there he tells me that we might not go anymore (when just 2 hours ago, he says that we’ll be going!)..
I was thoroughly pissed, for the sake of this trip.. and i had to rush some of my personnel stuffs.. and i stayed up so late last nite to finish some unfinished business of mine and pack my bag, only to have someone tell me that we might not be going afterall! i was so frustrated and tired.. and super angry with wei.
i wonder if i have the right to be angry.. for days.. i kept asking abt it.. and for days.. he didnt say anything except for the doubts of his car.. whether he should be driving his car and whether it’s safe to drive his car. and whether he should allow his friend to drive his car..(since the last time they went, his friend forgot to release the hand brake and drove for 1 and 1/2 hours at the speed of 120km/hr.. thank god that was a rented car..)
wei mentioned that im constantly frustrated these days.. am i? or am i just frustrated with him only? i didnt realise it..neither do i know why i’m frustrated.. all i know is.. the last 2 weeks is just so hectic that my body havent resting much and i’m still sick till this day.
I’m still wondering what to do today.. i have no idea whether im heading for the trip tonight and i left my luggage at home.. since wei didnt give me a clear answer last nite. oh well.. if i delayed everyone else.. then i only have him to blame.
im starting a day off feeling pissed, angry and upset.. and im battling to keep my eyelids open.. i know this is bad.. but i cant help it.. my mental mind is no longer strong to hold me in place.
Cherie
Hi there! Thanks for popping by. I'm Cherie, a ftwm (full-time working mum) to 3 lovely kids (2 boys & a princess) and my motto in life is to BE HAPPY. Sure, life isn't all that smooth but it's the mentality that counts, no? This blog documents my life. Or rather, snippets of my life that has passed me by. I love capturing life memories in the blog and being able to read back and laugh at myself (or anyone). I love to eat (A LOT), travel and paint my own nails so the blog is mostly about that. Is that considered lifestyle? Of cos, the family is also very much an integral part of me so there would be loads of memories about the husband and my kids - Jerry (9yo), Jerome (7yo) and Leia (2.5yo) and everyone else that's close to me. I like documenting the kids' milestones, their growing up years, their achievements (and sometimes, mine), and my struggles and battles with motherhood. It sure ain't easy. I love seeking out good food and travelling, is trigger-happy, love new gadgets, love exploring new places and strives to live life to the fullest. I aspire to travel the world as much as I can, to soak in the different sights across the various continents and visit all the Disneylands in the world (almost there!). Have fun reading and do drop me a comment to say hi! Love, Cherie Lim Find me on Instagram.
