have you ever felt your head is heavy and light at the same time? i wish i know the reason why i am so zapped of energy these days. i feel like im having a terrible hangover now. my head feels so heavy physically that i have doubts that my neck will hold it up. yet, im feeling dizzy and faint, like i’m going to tumble any moment.

the only place i want to be now is under my covers, in my air conditioned room. i think i didnt sleep well. it certainly feels like i haven’t slept at all. i cant concentrate and even typing this post seemed to be such a chore. but i’ll rather be typing something than to drift in and out of consciousness.

i wish there was something that can shake me up and get me in shape for the load of tasks on my desk.