even when i seemed to be feeling happy most of the time.. there are times when it hits me hard that i am still carrying a lot of emotional baggage.

sometimes, i wonder if striking a person off your life would be a much simpler task. i wonder if keeping contact by replying a simple ok in a sms is hard. sometimes, i feel like an idiot not knowing if there’s someone on the other end.

sometimes, i blardy want to know what exactly is going on.

i bought a gift for someone. i texted him to ask when he is free so that i can pass it to him. i didnt have response for the whole day. is it that hard?

fuck. why do i even bother in the first place? i wish i have the courage to shout,”get outta my life!”


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