while i was soaking in reality earlier and taking a super long bath, i was scrubbing myself silly with a vengence. this particular song had to come on my ipod, which was in a shuffle mode playing on the bathroom speakers.

how apt.

even my ipod knows how im feeling. it made me pause, stood there under the running waters and stare blankly in the air for a full minute, whilst absorbing every single word of the song.

Endless Road – JJ Lim

The truth is tearing up my heart
I can’t recognise this place
The endless road without a stop sign
Can’t even find a stranger this time

chorus
Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there’s nothing to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Everytime I ask if this would be the last

Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think~ I never will

A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last
The winding path down my face
Till I begin to taste the bitterness inside

Repeat chorus

Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there’s nothing to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Everytime I ask if this would be the last

Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think~ I never will

I never will