just some thoughts
while i was fiddling with my desktop and searching through some really old files and pictures.. i took a glimpse of the person i am in the past.
through all those pictures, i saw a confident me. someone who live life to the fullest, who doesn’t really think what the world thinks of her.. someone who is determined, know what she wants in life and having a whale of a time.
now, i think about the person i am.. and i think i feel like a puddle of shit. i no longer know what i want.. i query myself about the kind of job i am in and if i REALLY like it, or that if it REALLY suits me. i ask myself why i seemed to be down in luck in almost everything. my pay sucks, my job sucks, my life sucks to a certain extent too if you asked me. right, i know it has got to do with attitude. but i cannot seemed to get myself out of this rut.
have it got to do with confidence level? while i earned peanuts in the past, and know nuts about everything else.. i am more at ease at myself. now, i feel as if i am a piece of puzzle that doesn’t fit into the world i am and that im constantly struggling to keep up some times.
hmmm..
doesn’t matter. i just needed to rant anyway.
Cherie
Hi there! Thanks for popping by. I'm Cherie, a ftwm (full-time working mum) to 3 lovely kids (2 boys & a princess) and my motto in life is to BE HAPPY. Sure, life isn't all that smooth but it's the mentality that counts, no? This blog documents my life. Or rather, snippets of my life that has passed me by. I love capturing life memories in the blog and being able to read back and laugh at myself (or anyone). I love to eat (A LOT), travel and paint my own nails so the blog is mostly about that. Is that considered lifestyle? Of cos, the family is also very much an integral part of me so there would be loads of memories about the husband and my kids - Jerry (9yo), Jerome (7yo) and Leia (2.5yo) and everyone else that's close to me. I like documenting the kids' milestones, their growing up years, their achievements (and sometimes, mine), and my struggles and battles with motherhood. It sure ain't easy. I love seeking out good food and travelling, is trigger-happy, love new gadgets, love exploring new places and strives to live life to the fullest. I aspire to travel the world as much as I can, to soak in the different sights across the various continents and visit all the Disneylands in the world (almost there!). Have fun reading and do drop me a comment to say hi! Love, Cherie Lim Find me on Instagram.
One Comment
rebbylicious
welcome to mid-20s crisis.
been feeling like that for the whole of 2007.
My solution? I am taking a self-declared sabbatical from X’mas onwards.
No end date. No huge savings in bank. No plans to find job in the meanwhile. No nothing.
Instead, I have plans to just thoroughly rest myself and indulge in things I used to like buy forsake or sidelined due to work.