When one’s depressed, on the brink of a nervous breakdown and feel like you are at your wit’s end and nothing seemed to go right.. You end up doing silly things. Because you couldn’t quite think straight and you just want to end it all.

Exactly like how the recent news of the young mother that brought her son to drown with her at the reservoir. I empathize with her. We are the same age.

Tipping point.

Funny. Tipping point I mean. Reminds me of a book the husband used to read.

I think I’m there. At the point, of tipping over.

And I thought of a silly act. No. I didn’t just think. I had to act it out too..

So yeah, I say my goodbyes.
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I packed my bag, took the baby with me and ran away from home. Not telling anyone where I went. Feeling every bit rebellious and right.

Anyway, I popped out for some window shopping, enjoyed a butterscotch ice cream without a care in the world, and ignored that ringing phone of mine.

Sometimes, all you need is that little break. To recharge yourself, clear your mind off things. Stop dwelling and start looking around you. Ok. and I spotted that mcd had butterscotch ice cream cones for 80cents (I love butterscotch!) and enjoyed every single bit of it.

Well, you didnt think I was going to die, did you? My life’s too precious for that and I think I love myself more than anyone else. There are so many more countries I want to visit still. Haha.

I sat around and watched the world go by, lazed around at a bus stop to blog this out. Hoping that someone would understand me someday. That I am not really having an easy life, and things ain’t that beautiful and smooth sailing. and do not take me for granted.

Anyway, I’m feeling much better now though still angry.

Tomorrow would be a better day. =)

At least I can still hope for the better.



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