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Life.

When one’s depressed, on the brink of a nervous breakdown and feel like you are at your wit’s end and nothing seemed to go right.. You end up doing silly things. Because you couldn’t quite think straight and you just want to end it all.

Exactly like how the recent news of the young mother that brought her son to drown with her at the reservoir. I empathize with her. We are the same age.

Tipping point.

Funny. Tipping point I mean. Reminds me of a book the husband used to read.

I think I’m there. At the point, of tipping over.

And I thought of a silly act. No. I didn’t just think. I had to act it out too..

So yeah, I say my goodbyes.
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I packed my bag, took the baby with me and ran away from home. Not telling anyone where I went. Feeling every bit rebellious and right.

Anyway, I popped out for some window shopping, enjoyed a butterscotch ice cream without a care in the world, and ignored that ringing phone of mine.

Sometimes, all you need is that little break. To recharge yourself, clear your mind off things. Stop dwelling and start looking around you. Ok. and I spotted that mcd had butterscotch ice cream cones for 80cents (I love butterscotch!) and enjoyed every single bit of it.

Well, you didnt think I was going to die, did you? My life’s too precious for that and I think I love myself more than anyone else. There are so many more countries I want to visit still. Haha.

I sat around and watched the world go by, lazed around at a bus stop to blog this out. Hoping that someone would understand me someday. That I am not really having an easy life, and things ain’t that beautiful and smooth sailing. and do not take me for granted.

Anyway, I’m feeling much better now though still angry.

Tomorrow would be a better day. =)

At least I can still hope for the better.



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Hi there! Thanks for popping by. I'm Cherie, a ftwm (full-time working mum) to 3 lovely kids (2 boys & a princess) and my motto in life is to BE HAPPY. Sure, life isn't all that smooth but it's the mentality that counts, no? This blog documents my life. Or rather, snippets of my life that has passed me by. I love capturing life memories in the blog and being able to read back and laugh at myself (or anyone). I love to eat (A LOT), travel and paint my own nails so the blog is mostly about that. Is that considered lifestyle? Of cos, the family is also very much an integral part of me so there would be loads of memories about the husband and my kids - Jerry (9yo), Jerome (7yo) and Leia (2.5yo) and everyone else that's close to me. I like documenting the kids' milestones, their growing up years, their achievements (and sometimes, mine), and my struggles and battles with motherhood. It sure ain't easy. I love seeking out good food and travelling, is trigger-happy, love new gadgets, love exploring new places and strives to live life to the fullest. I aspire to travel the world as much as I can, to soak in the different sights across the various continents and visit all the Disneylands in the world (almost there!). Have fun reading and do drop me a comment to say hi! Love, Cherie Lim Find me on Instagram.

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