Separation anxiety.
It’s one of those mad rush mornings today. My mum wasn’t in since she left the house before the sun is up to JB for her post surgery check up and I didn’t have that extra pair of hands to help me out in the morning, just so I could prep for work faster.
Hubs and me had to pack the baby off to the in-laws, who has taken leave especially to help us take care of the baby till my mum is back. Unfortunately, I couldn’t take leave as I had a launch to do today and the husband has some timelines to meet.
It was the first for me, kissing my baby good bye at the void deck with him smiling at me, and turning my back to leave. It was tough. I kept having the urge to want to turn back and make sure he was ok. I guess I was also wondering if my in-laws could handle because it’s a first time for them looking after him and he is been a rather needy baby for past week (likely due to his teething). the past 2 weeks was ok while I left for work mainly cos he was still sleeping and my mum is already fussing over him.
And as I make my way to the train station.. I thought..
would I be able to survive the day where I had to leave him in school?!
Shall worry about it when the day comes. I think I just might burst into tears. Hahaha.
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Cherie
Hi there! Thanks for popping by. I'm Cherie, a ftwm (full-time working mum) to 3 lovely kids (2 boys & a princess) and my motto in life is to BE HAPPY. Sure, life isn't all that smooth but it's the mentality that counts, no? This blog documents my life. Or rather, snippets of my life that has passed me by. I love capturing life memories in the blog and being able to read back and laugh at myself (or anyone). I love to eat (A LOT), travel and paint my own nails so the blog is mostly about that. Is that considered lifestyle? Of cos, the family is also very much an integral part of me so there would be loads of memories about the husband and my kids - Jerry (9yo), Jerome (7yo) and Leia (2.5yo) and everyone else that's close to me. I like documenting the kids' milestones, their growing up years, their achievements (and sometimes, mine), and my struggles and battles with motherhood. It sure ain't easy. I love seeking out good food and travelling, is trigger-happy, love new gadgets, love exploring new places and strives to live life to the fullest. I aspire to travel the world as much as I can, to soak in the different sights across the various continents and visit all the Disneylands in the world (almost there!). Have fun reading and do drop me a comment to say hi! Love, Cherie Lim Find me on Instagram.
One Comment
piggy_pat79
Haha don’t worry! You will feel the same, maybe even worse cos he will be older then and more aware that he is left to teachers who are strangers and he will be WAILING! That was what happened to charlene when she started her unassisted toddler class and I felt my heart break into a million pieces!