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4th day into the new year..
my watch reads 1.4FR. looks like april’s fool to me.
i am not very the happy today. shed quite a bit of tears, was told i am lost, i feel lost and then i also started questioning my own self worth.
you know.. everyone says im creative. i think that is too big a hat to wear. i am not, and i don’t want to be. it is hard living up to people’s expectations.
as much as i want to quit, my mind says i shouldn’t be a quitter. i think about my life now and i think it is in such a mess. I cannot be clear in the direction that I want to move towards to.. and that same situation seemed to repeat itself everywhere.
like a multiple slaps in my face, real hard.
indecisiveness. i’m beginning to hate myself for that. i really need some confidence booster now.
the coming weekend really sucks. i got to be back in the office tomorrow at 10am, and then off to the stores to do some checking.. and then work on my presentation decks for monday’s meeting. and there’s the coordination of the big event that’s coming up that requires DAILY reporting. and the monthly reports to churn after a month’s end.
all this shit, and i ask myself what i am exactly working for. PEANUTS.
Cherie
Hi there! Thanks for popping by. I'm Cherie, a ftwm (full-time working mum) to 3 lovely kids (2 boys & a princess) and my motto in life is to BE HAPPY. Sure, life isn't all that smooth but it's the mentality that counts, no? This blog documents my life. Or rather, snippets of my life that has passed me by. I love capturing life memories in the blog and being able to read back and laugh at myself (or anyone). I love to eat (A LOT), travel and paint my own nails so the blog is mostly about that. Is that considered lifestyle? Of cos, the family is also very much an integral part of me so there would be loads of memories about the husband and my kids - Jerry (9yo), Jerome (7yo) and Leia (2.5yo) and everyone else that's close to me. I like documenting the kids' milestones, their growing up years, their achievements (and sometimes, mine), and my struggles and battles with motherhood. It sure ain't easy. I love seeking out good food and travelling, is trigger-happy, love new gadgets, love exploring new places and strives to live life to the fullest. I aspire to travel the world as much as I can, to soak in the different sights across the various continents and visit all the Disneylands in the world (almost there!). Have fun reading and do drop me a comment to say hi! Love, Cherie Lim Find me on Instagram.
2 Comments
lynettepoh
cherie…hang in there k…
dun give in…
unpolished_gem
still battling the same thoughts? sigh. wonder who’s giving you a hard time in the office again.