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Why?

5.55am. It’s e 3rd night i’m seated here at e hospital bench. His dad’s blood pressure has dipped further, which is a really bad sign.

I am beginning to ponder things about myself. I spent tonight at the hospital sleeping away. Literally napped the last 5hours or so, but why am i still here? Wouldn’t it be better to just stay home and sleep?

I don’t know. I don’t feel right at home. I’m worried, but when i’m here.. I give in to fatigue and my sick bod and just sleep non stop. Everytime i wake and seeing that there are loads of his friends around keeping him company, i don’t know if i should just head home.

At times, i wish i could just steer clear of e situation but i can’t. Plus e promise i made to his brother that i’ll support him through this trying period. I really want to be here, for him, for his dad. But there are times when i feel that my presence don’t seem to be needed.. And that he’ll pull through even without me…

Don’t ask me why i get e feeling. At e same time.. I’m thinking about someone else..

My.. Why am i so confused now? Have things happened for a reason? Maybe i should just take one step at a time and see how things go. I guess there’s no point in worrying myself silly over what i can’t predict..

Hi there! Thanks for popping by. I'm Cherie, a ftwm (full-time working mum) to 3 lovely kids (2 boys & a princess) and my motto in life is to BE HAPPY. Sure, life isn't all that smooth but it's the mentality that counts, no? This blog documents my life. Or rather, snippets of my life that has passed me by. I love capturing life memories in the blog and being able to read back and laugh at myself (or anyone). I love to eat (A LOT), travel and paint my own nails so the blog is mostly about that. Is that considered lifestyle? Of cos, the family is also very much an integral part of me so there would be loads of memories about the husband and my kids - Jerry (9yo), Jerome (7yo) and Leia (2.5yo) and everyone else that's close to me. I like documenting the kids' milestones, their growing up years, their achievements (and sometimes, mine), and my struggles and battles with motherhood. It sure ain't easy. I love seeking out good food and travelling, is trigger-happy, love new gadgets, love exploring new places and strives to live life to the fullest. I aspire to travel the world as much as I can, to soak in the different sights across the various continents and visit all the Disneylands in the world (almost there!). Have fun reading and do drop me a comment to say hi! Love, Cherie Lim Find me on Instagram.

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