• of my a&e experience.

    one last post before im cuddling up in bed with my babies. took some photos to commemorate that i was in tts.h a&e last week. all the mask wearing and some of the very extensive gear that the clinical staff are wearing really makes me feel like i am flu patient. especially when the screening nurse heard that i am in big pain. she went… are you running any fever?! what about cough, running nose? it’s the way she asked that makes me feel im being scrutinised, and like im having some disease. maybe it’s an over reaction, or maybe it’s just her usual way of asking.. but still. that’s…

  • i can’t sleep

    i havent had dinner, which also means i havent taken my medication because it is supposed to be taken after food. i am not hungry yet. the tummy has been churning the entire day. my mouth feels bitter all the time and i have the urge to retch. think the pills are making me more sick than i am, so i stopped taking the pills since the pain has been bearable. without the boy by my side, i just feel more miserable than i already am. 🙁 at least looking at this cheers me up! this was taken on friday morning at ngee ann city’s lego shop. brought mum to…

  • the scare.

    and so, i am on 2 days MC, extending my long weekend to an even longer weekend. depending on how u look at it, it could be good news or bad. it’s bad for me because its a busy week and i have loads to clear. so even though i am on MC, i am still sending out emails and checking my mails before the medication knocks me out. so what exactly happened? i have no friggin’ idea man. the pain just intensified as time goes by. when i finally reached singapore at 4.45pm, the GP was closed and i found a comfortable spot to lie down in bed for…

  • what is wrong with me?

    i had a painful long weekend. as i sit on the 50 year old sofa at my grandpa’s place in renggam, i am wondering how much more “torture” i have to endure before heading back to singapore. don’t get me wrong. being here isn’t a torture and it was a choice that i made. it’s just that i am battling with this pain somewhere in my torso that hurts badly with every single movement i make and every breath i take. it started with a strain in my back, and i thought it was just a backache or a strain while i did my exercises.. but it just developed into…

  • the weekend.

    my last weekend was simple, nothing exceptionally special (except that der burst his credit limits) and i swiped my card for a pair of $700 heels. sounds like an extravagant weekend, but it hardly is. the only pampering thing that we did was my treat to a dim sum brunch that left me full for the next 12 hrs. what do you think the greedy girl ordered? the siew mai was a mistake. i didn’t know why i ticked it but we ended up finishing everything thing that you see between the 2 of us. my favourite’s is the egg tarts without a doubt. Hmmmm.. the next time i’m there,…

  • domestic goddess…

    except that i am no where near looking like a goddess. i cooked dinner for der again last night! what a lucky b*stard i think he is. considering the fact that i got home so late, am tired and have so much business to care about (like reading my book and doing my hula hoop)! anyway, i tried my hands on frying noodles for him. and yes, you guessed it.. the way my mum cooked it for me. haha. the irritating thing about it is that i totally forgot to take picture while i was preparing it and when i remembered, i ran into my bedroom to grab the camera…

  • cooking things the way your mum does it.

    do you find yourself picking up things unknowingly from your mum sometimes? last night, i was lazy to head out for supper so i whipped a simple fare for the boy at 11pm at night. there wasn’t much in the fridge, so i grabbed whatever there was.. and cooked this. when i took a picture of it, i realised it is something that my mum would cook for me if i was hungry. how funny. considering that i am so lazy that i won’t cook if necessary, i hadn’t realised that i picked up the “habits” of my mum.

  • its been a long time.

    wakeboarding. it’s been years? last weekend, i headed towards the familiar territory of punggol marina once again, and i managed to drag der along with me! the idea just sparked off in one of our chats when i went drinking one saturday with andy and cindy. i can’t remember what we were saying and someone mentioned wakeboarding.. and turns out, the 3 of us used to ride. i miss the waters. i deliberately it stay out of it for an entire year last year for some safety reasons, and now, i’m just glad that i found people to go back for it. it was a beautiful saturday morning and i…