christmas is over in a jiff. there wasn’t anything exceptional about it, nor was i very happy to be spending the day. in the past, christmas was a special day.. because it will trigger the memories of mine some 13 years ago.. this year, there wasn’t any thoughts about those at all. maybe i have let those memories go. i spent christmas eve feeling a tad loss and distraught. stranded and sandwiched. i thought about what i really want, but somehow.. i didn’t have a conclusion. ushered the christmas day in with a midnight movie – I am legend. also went to pay respects to uncle on christmas day because…