• bored

    wei’s at class.. and im totally lost. I have to fetch him for his class later and in between, i cant find anyone to do anything with. everyone seemed to be occupied. so, here i am.. blogging from the comfort of wei’s room and waiting for time to pass so that i can go fetch him. and oh.. i need to go find a present later as well. wei’s nephew is turning 1 month today! gonna see the cute little baby later. i have been posting blog entries in my livejournal recently. am beginging to enjoy using livejournal since i can control the readership of my posts and keep those…

  • neurotic?!?

    saw this as weiyi’s bloggie.. You are a neurotransmitter. You believe in the good-naturedness of man’s biology and soul. You’re happy, everyone’s happy, and no one will ever take that away from you. Or else you’ll make them go insane. Which Biological Molecule Are You? brought to you by Quizilla

  • a tad blue? a little still..

    i havent been blogging anything significant lately. there hasnt been much exciting news abt my life either. i’m still searching for a rainbow to inject my life with energy.. and that rainbow has to come within me. i have been unduly worried late last week. and all that incessant worrying has come to a naught. and so, my life isnt gonna change afterall and everything just falls back to where it is. i heave a sigh of relief as i start to reflect on the incident and learn from it. it was a valuable experience afterall. i tried packing my room a little and rounding up the old clothes to…

  • blue..

    im so lethargic and i feel myself drifting into dreamland ever so often. it’s hard to resist the urge especially when the office is so quiet. im getting migraine a tad too often. it’s killing me slowly over the last few hours. i stared into the mirror in the toilet earlier and i think have aged. too many late nights watching the jap cartoons. and my eye bags are all showing!! the weekend was a relaxing one. didnt really go anywhere.. just relaxed and laze. something that i havent done in a long while. simple pleasure of life eh? for once, i dont have to worry abt being really tired…

  • torture..

    time always tick by slowing when u are hoping the day will be over soon. but when u least expects it, it slips past without informing you and hits you before you realise it. today is one of those really slow day for me.. despite having loads to do, but here i am, constantly in a daze. my heart is heavy and my mind filled with worries. im constantly going through the different scenarios that will happen to me. replaying them over and over again in my little head. no one saw through my unusual self today.. and i tried hard to act normal to prevent any probing. i suddenly…

  • long awaited..

    been wanting to blog for the past few days. too busy, too tired, no time to spare, no mood, all sorts of conditions that stopped me from blogging. headed for dinner with yihui & jiahui. the 3 of us were reminiscing abt the past. about school. the people we know there.. and yes, gossip gossip gossip. what else can girls do when they get together? and it trailed off to the topic of results, the subjects and the degree of distinctions (DOD).. the discussion went off with us discussing if our dods are valuable.. since 3/4 of ur class got it.. touched on the competitiveness of the classmates and the…

  • ouch!

    i wanted to blog yesterday. it’s been an eventful day and yet, after doing a self mani and pedicure, i totally konked out with the computer on while waiting for my nails to dry. didnt have my alarm set, and i woke this morning with a cracking head. i just wish i didnt have to head off for work. and i was really late. the office was turned into a sauna yesterday. i was in 2 black tops and my pants was sticking to my butt. the guys here have all their shirt soaked in sweat. it was really bad and the air con technicians took the whole afternoon to…

  • loads on my mind..

    wei seemed to be really down. not sure what has happened to him in terms of work. he didnt say much, but the tone of his voice practically sucked all the cheerfulness out of me also. -big sigh- much has happened over the last 2 days. something else is bogging me down also. something that i didnt think will happen seemed to be happening. maybe something that i did triggered it, but it wasnt my intention for it to happen. i cant be sure, since i cant confirm it myself based on my judgement. now i just hope that the friendship wont change or that i wont lose a friend.…

  • blabbering..

    i think it’s time to smash my aircon apart. it woke me up with the same cranking noises like the night before. this time at 5+ in the morning and sleep after that was minimal. not sure how long i can survive that. too broke to have the aircon changed. michie’s gonna be away in bkk again early next week.. awww.. envy her man. i wish i can fly as well. im feeling bored at work. not that there arent things to do.. in fact, there’s a whole lot of things waiting to be done.. but im just feeling lethargic. and both jean and jasmine are on medical leave today!…