• The miserable slob that I am..

    Or turning into. I’m not sure if the home rest with the doc’s mc is a good thing. I’m definitely one of those that treasure my mobility A LOT, and being stuck at home in pain is no fun. Especially since I can’t really find a comfortable position to lie in for long without feeling aches and pain especially with the weight that im bearing. I still remember when I had that ligament surgery some years back, I snuck out in the evening with my crutches on the day I was discharged from the hospital, much to the horror of my mum. Yes, never mind that I hopped into a…

  • Week 38 & 4 days

    This week’s update is late, mainly because I wanted to capture the gynae’s visit and updates here as well, which happened yesterday. Well, well.. Almost at the end! I could feel it physically, literally. The usual swim session on Sunday didn’t happen last weekend. The boy refused to let me go as I was suffering from pelvic pain (feels like the bone is mis-aligned) and I could hardly raise my left leg at all. Walking is a pain with every single step and I cannot put any pressure without feeling the pain.. So instead of waddling like most preggie women do, I waddle with a limp. It’s quite a sight…

  • The babies goes for a wash..

    In anticipation of the arrival of Jerry, all the babies get a wash too! Last wednesday, when the sun was good, my mum started on the deed. I’m quite amused at how my mum hangs them out to dry.. But guess who gets left out and is happily sleeping on the bed? Haha! This greeted me when i got home.. I thought it was left out on purpose but my mum insisted that she took everything to the wash.. Oh well, till the next wash. All my toys are clean and smelling really nice but der hates the detergent smell and prefers his smelly babies. Heh. Posted via LiveJournal app…

  • Feeling vulnerable.

    This whole pregnancy shit really throws me off sometimes., I didn’t feel like I am in control, especially of my body. I can’t help but feel vulnerable at times. Like how I cannot control my sleeping pattern, I keep having interrupted sleep ad waking up in the middle of the night. Can’t control my stomach on when it decides to keep the food I take or make me throw up just moments after.. This morning is a typical example. I woke, tried to sleep and can’t.. Felt hungry so had a small bowl of kokocrunch, and just moments later when I lie down to rest and possibly nap before I…

  • the fun saturday morning…

    i have been secretly praying that the baby won’t pop out that soon because i very last minute decided to sign myself up for a maternity shoot to capture some memories of this pregnancy. because it’s so last minute, i haven’t really done my research and really think about how i want the shoot to be. i enlisted der’s help in checking out some maternity shoot packages, decided on one, made an appointment that fit into our schedule and viola, the next thing we know.. we are on set. we did the shoot yesterday morning, the only saturday that’s available since our antenatal class ended last weekend, and being totally…

  • Bok bok bok.. It’s goes!

    A visual representation of jerry’s heartbeat on the CTG machine! It was a long wait and an uncomfortable 20 mins as I didn’t quite dare to move. There were times where Jerry moved about and the heartbeat rate changes, other times, I find myself unconsciously holding my breath (ain’t sure why!).. And I do get real nervous when his heartbeat increases. =) At times, it goes up to 150 which freaks me out a little. Well, at the end of it all.. I’m just glad that he’s fine! How the machine looks like, just for the record. Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.

  • thoughts on the pregnancy journey..

    i am staring at the screen for like the looooongest time, and i have no clue how to pen down the thoughts i had in my head. i feel like a bad mother-to-be today. i went to see the gynae today and its seems that jerry is a little too small than he is supposed to be at week 37. the gynae sounded a little concerned, but he was telling me that it may be a good thing because it means it’s easier to give birth since its a smaller baby. i’m not sure if he was just trying to encourage me and assuring me that everything will be fine.…

  • Happy lunch with Agnes!

    To chase the monday blues away.. I had a great albeit expensive lunch! It was happy lunch with Agnes! The girl is so busy these days, I seriously cannot remember when is the last time I had lunch with her.. Steamboat lunch at Xian de Lai @ nex! Love! Happy happy lunch! I will miss these from the day Jerry decides to kick himself out.. Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.

  • Late night snack for the baby

    As if the 4am insomnia for the last 2 months isn’t a good enough torture, I gave been waiting up feeling really hungry these days. Feels like I’m back in my first trimester when I had to munch biscuits in the dark (for fear of waking hubby)! So these couple of days, I have been surviving on this! Koko krunch! I’m on my 2nd box in just a couple of days.. Good thing that the fridge is well stocked of milk by the hubby! Now that my baby is satisfied, I can go back to sleep! Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.

  • Packed!

    Hospital bag, all packed! I actually packed it 2 weeks back and was adding stuff in it every other day…the bag just got bigger by the day and I had to switch to the biggest longchamp bag that I own.. Today, it’s all done! All ready to grab and run.. Except that I actually won’t be running. Not when I’m in pain I think, IF I’m in pain. Am really not sure what to expect.. Meanwhile, I’m reminding the hubby to dump in my gadgets on the actual day! Netbook + charger, camera + charger, my phone charger and a book! Guess you can tell where my priorities are! Posted…