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pitter patter raindrops
it’s pouring heavily outside. i haven’t seen rain like that since jan or feb. as i walked home drenched from the run between the cab and the void deck, i stare far out at the rain drops glistening under the light. don’t you find them beautiful sometimes? like everything else in the world didn’t matter, and i could just sit down and take in the view, listening to the pitter patter of the rain. reminded me of my childhood. that was one of my favourite past times during rainy days as a kid. here i am wishing that i was in car, parked along the stretch at seletar dam with…
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the realisation
i just went back to read some old entries. was triggered by someone who said he read 340 entries of mine at one shot. curious about the things he might have read, i went to take a peek. and then i realised.. my entries have carried a lot of angst in the past. a lot of unhappiness, staring right back at me. it just got me thinking. maybe i did make a right move. a painful one, but eventually, it’s may just turn out to be a good one. as much as i am missing you still… i guess we are both moving on fine.
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Someone sent me this in an email some time back.. i thought it is kinda meaningful and have been wanting to post it on my blog.. Only by having the courage to give up something, will you have the opportunity to accept greater things. Let me share with you how to achieve the lifestyle you rightfully deserved. One of the major reasons why we fail to find happiness or to create unique lifestyle is because we have not yet mastered the art of being. While we are home, our thoughts are still absorbed with solving the challenges we face at the office. And when we are at the office, we…
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question
yesterday, jen asked me. forget everything about the caring and sweet part. is there anything else that you like about him? i thought about that on the bus today. i couldn’t come to a conclusion. and then i thought about wei. i liked him for his strong analytical skills, his wisdom and how he is always the pillar of support. maybe that’s why i could hold on for so long. how interesting. 🙂
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picking up the pieces?
after staying awake for nearly 30 hours and being at the wake (for 26hrs!) and sending uncle off on this last journey to be cremated, i came home, flopped in bed and slept for a record breaking 16 hours. its quite a feat for me since i usually sleep a lot lesser and seldom make it past the 12hr mark. im still feeling a little groggy now cos i fell asleep again while i was trying to read a book. 2007 began with me in bed, with a non stop beeping handphone while i was sleeping. it’s a tad annoying trying to get sleep in but thanks to everyone who…
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*stoned*
i am so tired and shoulders are aching. realised that i have a tendency to tense up my shoulders when i am concentrating on work. after 4 hours at the pc editing my color pictures into sepia ones, and putting them into neat collages.. i am now left with terribly aching shoulders and a tired mind. i dont know what to feel now. am on a terrible emotional roller coaster ride. it feels much much worse that the incredible hulk roller coaster in florida’s universal studios. i really need some warmth, some comforting, and sunshine and some really good laughter. where can i find them? got this really huge impulse…
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speechless.
i think SHE is super insensitive. as usual, i had my lunch in my pantry. cooked korean instant noodles topped off with succulent prawns, leafy vegetables, some pork and an egg. just when im busy preparing my fare, i got a call from wei. he told me our friend Patrick (more of his friend than mine actually) jumped off his flat this morning. no one seemed to know what is wrong. his colleague remarked that it might be due to stress. he stayed on the 21st level. just weeks back, he had just passed his driving license and was talking abt buying a car. my poor wei is crushed. i…
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annoyed
why is it that people always have the notion that i have to be with my bf all the time? (especially when it is almost a CONTRARY in reality?) why is it that people always ask me abt my guy when i ask them out? does everyone thinks that the moment one is attached, the time must be reserved for the boyfriend and its a sin to hang out with my own friends? when i shrug my guy aside, people always think there is some problem with the relationship? aiyoh! gimme me a break please!! i need to have time with my friends too. i need to enjoy myself too.…
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why?
i’m a little disappointed that unpolished_gem is not online by the time i logged onto the net. i needed someone to talk to. its sad. but its ok. she had a long day. like me. im upset. im so sick. i know i whine abt it the whole week. i cant help it. it’s really a terrible feeling to be sick. and when my eyes are burning like hell, nose dripping with mucus, skin burning from the nose blowing and coughing to the verge of vomitting. it’s aint fun. i cant talk proper. i cant focus my attention. no matter how much sleep i tried to get, how much water…
