my knees are weak. i wish im dead. torrents of pain are wrecking inside me. i rolled on bed, hugging my pillow tight for the past hr. tried to sleep it away, but im nowhere near dreamland. it hasnt been so bad for a long long time. it’s such a torture. i wish i could turn into a guy immediately, and be rid of the cramps. it doesnt help when im having the runs too. argh. what is so wrong with my body? it had to torture me with a combo hit. i feel like chun li being hit by ken in a street fighter game, the only difference is,…