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am boiling mad.
i think my son is drunk on milk. i really had enough of my mum stuffing milk into my son’s mouth ALL THE TIME. she is doing what, hourly feeds?! and she does it quietly without letting me know even though i am in the same house. just because i am in my own room and not in the sight of the baby all the time. and now, the damn baby is cranky the entire afternoon and refuses to be soothed and i don’t know what is wrong because my schedule/routine is all messed up by my damn mother. her words changes every damn day and i really had it…
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A quick update.
Guess what?! I have mastered the art of sleeping through my baby’s cries! Nah. I’m joking, but fatigue had me so bad, I heard the cries but simply didn’t have the strength to even pull myself out from bed. I guess all that late nights, intermittent sleep and stress has overwhelmed me this morning that I just slept and slept. I did crawl outta bed for an hr for my massage (my mum screamed at me like 10 times before I struggled to wake cos the massage lady is here, only to doze off during the massage), and promptly after.. Collapsed in bed again. It was as though I lost…
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ok. culprit found!
meanwhile, i think all those little naps that i have taken during mid day.. and all those nights that my mum relieved me from taking care of the baby has been pushing the baby AWAY from me! der and me found out yesterday that… only my mum can soothe Jerry! when he fusses and we tried to soothe him, he gets from irritated to major rage, howling the house down and nothing, nothing that we do can soothe him. then comes my mum. she just plonks the baby on her chest (koala position) and the baby goes quiet within seconds. how can that be?! and now, i am beginning to…
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ok. the world is at peace now.
and hopefully, i don’t jinx it by blogging this down. thank you all for the advice and help that came pouring in by the torrents after my last entry, be it on lj or on facebook. wah! suddenly feel very loved and cared for. thank you all for making my day a better one and taking my mind off things (to reply your comments!). for the record, i have also taken to drawing a lot of lines and columns in my daily recording book for jerry on his feeds, pees, poos, and my milk production to ease my stress levels. they say, doing simple, easy and no brainer stuff helps…
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Spit with love..
I blogged about my mil sending me loads of bird’s nest my way much earlier. I haven’t even touched them yet till today because seriously, ever since I was a kid.. I never like the bird’s spit. I know. I know. It’s sweet, tasteless, and damn good for complexion/skin whatever.. but I would never opt to take it and I used to run far far away when my mum forces me to drink as a kid. And when she succeeds in her deed.. The spit usually ends up in the toilet bowl moments later because I would vomit everything out. I think it’s psychological because I used to see my…
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lethargic!
the ban on exercising is getting to me. it’s been only 7 days since and i am feeling so restless. *stares at hula hoop* sigh. just when i thought i have the perfect opportunity to spend some me time, to go swimming, blading, or whatever.. i cannot do a single thing. so, been drifting in and outta bed today. not sure why i am so tired. i cannot seemed to get enough sleep. i enjoy waking up and heading to the market on weekend. do you enjoy going to the markets? as in wet markets? shall create a poll and check it out later. me? i prefer the wet markets.…
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a quick entry!
happy mother’s day to all the mothers out there and mums-to-be! i took my mum out this morning at 9.30am for dim sum at yum cha in chinatown! big sacrifice ok! 1st, to wake @ 8.30am on a sunday is a big sacrifice! and then the parking/traffic at chinatown was horrendous! oh wells. so long mummy is happy, i guess it’s alright. we ended the morning with mummy a happy bird cos she went to the chinatown new wet market and bought lotsa seafood and stuff (at my cost!). 🙂 the weekend for me is basically a tired one since i woke at 9am yesterday to be on the shoot…
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pictures
havent been snapping away often these days. nothing interesting in my life actually. just the normal routine of work and home. meinu_yihui flew kite on me today, so the dinner date is off and i headed home in the rain at 5.45pm. there’s loads of work, but cos i am really tired and wanted to rest, i decided to head home early. here’s my desk a couple of days back, after i’ve set up the new computer and got all the wires/cables hidden. the new dell com at work is cranky, cos it gives out weird noises (and loud!) at times. i think something is wrong with the fan. 🙁…
