• heave a sigh of relief

    the peace is slowly starting to settle.. i’m feeling very tired and cannot wait to leave. and now that the day has finally going to end.. i got a secret to tell. my pants zipper died on me today. whether you zip it up or down, the fly is open no matter what. thank goodness for my long racer back top.. i just pull it long and tuck it in with my belt at the hips. no one realised a thing. hee. ok. i can feel my body shutting down.

  • argh.

    just when i thought everything should be quite smooth, i had a crisis last minute. *heart-attack* anyway, in the midst of the mayhem and while waiting for the ‘food provisions’ to come, and peace to settle in… yours truly here tried to be funny. with a fish. i deserve more kisses lah! so, the fish kisses me. seriously, thank god my mum doesn’t read my blog… else she’ll say.. you shouldn’t play with your food! in the meanwhile! i have a date tomorrow night. with terminator salvation! Whee! I think der is quite excited about this.

  • good morning world!

    except that it’s not exactly early.. and the skies are gloomy from my way in. i just wanted to drop a note here, an indication that i’m still very much alive. hah. as i was doing my daily ritual of staring out of the window for 5 good mins (to wake myself up and breathing in the morning air), i saw the world out of my window coming alive. people going about their own business, parents bringing their kids to school, aunties making their shopping trips to the wet market and the cleaner sweeping the basketball court clean of leaves. i thought about my secondary school teacher. the one that…

  • racing mind

    it’s almost 3am in the morning. i am surprised that i am still awake. there is hardly anyone else left online on my msn list. i am kept very awake by my mind, wildly thinking about junk matters. and for the last hr or so, madly addicted to bejewelled on fb. met mr. j for lunch today. he said i lost my sparkle, my bounce, and i looked so tired. sounds like a bunch of bad news. apparently, i gave him a different “feel”. like it’s no longer the cherie he used to know… was it that bad? told that to jen and she actually concurred his saying. OMG. *wildly…

  • silly me.

    i found myself feeling really broke just days after i gotten my pay and paid off all my bills. i was a little worried when my account showed just a couple of hundreds, barely enough for me to survive the month… with other commitments to pay for. i didn’t remember that i will be that broke.. until the other day, i was sorting out all my bills.. and i saw a receipt stapled to my credit card bill. OMFG. i already paid that damn bill and the other day, i made a trip to pay for it again without realising i have done so previously. is the fatigue really getting…

  • i am…

    a restaurant captain without a name tag… a bank teller… a receptionist.. all because i was dressed in a power suit today. these are comments that came from my colleagues. i don’t know to laugh or not, so i think they are not used to seeing me in a power suit, doing registration for an event. i’m not exactly uncomfortable, cos it is what i used to do quite often as a event company temp while in uni. but, i haven’t been wearing suits to work at all and this is kinda weird. ok. i better sleep. sleeping hours are precious. night.

  • realisation hits!

    decked in birkies, a pair of really short shorts and a spag top.. here i sit the entire day supervising a photoshoot. ok. everyone commented i looked like i’m REALLY at home.. but who cares… i’m still doing my job right? just decided to be casual today since i am not intending to go anywhere later, but home. oh. i realised today that i cannot walk properly at all. when im in flats (birkies/havanas/flip flops). i have the tendency to skip around or put some skips into my walk. i realised it when i was happily skipping around and my restaurant crew are smiling/grinning away when they see me. Hmmm..…