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an old picture..
babies do grow darn fast when we aren’t noticing, huh? the husb was checking out some old pictures in his laptop and i saw this picture of jerry & me. when jerry was 7 months old. how friggin’ long ago was that?! us, at a wedding dinneri look different though. i miss having the opportunity to dress up. well, just reminiscing. feeling a little nostalgia. feeling that time is slipping through my fingers… ok. am out.
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something that i missed about me.
being fit and sporty. if only der is the kind of person that would willingly indulge in roller blading, wake boarding, run, rock climbing and the sorts. i missed it bad. the active lifestyle. as for him, hurrrr.. ipad, tv and the bed please.
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Protected: the memories..
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run…go run..
do you some times find yourself running a lot, trying to catch up with life.. and yet in a strange way.. when you thought you have moved on, exhausted all your energy and gone far, you look up only to find yourself in the same old spot. as if you have been on a treadmill all this while. for me, i am still stuck with the same situation staring at me, feeling a sense of loss. deep breaths help calm my mind, and gives me a split second of instant peace. slows my heartbeat by a fraction of a sec. i wish i could know more. i wish i know…
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when the music stops… the night comes to a standstill.. the silence engulfs me… my head turns woozy.. that’s what happens when my ipod stops playing mid-run. did a really short run today. was it the first since i started the new job? i missed it. somehow. somewhat. the trees look familiar, the songs bring memories, the benches bring a smile. i thought about a lot of things. some old, some new. images. memories. some that triggers the thought – has it come to all that? naught? i kept running behind this guy that was around the same pace as me. following him steadily. then he stops. i overtake him,…
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random thoughts
the other day, i was reminded of someone who once told me he hates eating alone outside. i used to think.. hey, what’s wrong. no matter what, you still have to eat right? and then, some months later, it struck me that it could be loneliness that he cannot stand. i eat alone sometimes, and i think it’s perfectly alright. i’ll either quickly eat, and move on to doing something else… or i eat slowly and people watch while i do that. about the issues of trying to find a table, queuing for food etc. i never thought of that as an issue. hmmm.. has that got anything to do…
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music
pitter patter! i can hear the rain pouring down from the sky while i’m confined to the 4 walls of my cosy room. it’s a pleasant sound to hear.. and it reminds me of der.. Oooohh.. music to my ears.
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Protected: 感觉还好
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Protected: i missed the feeling..
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Showers…
Pitter patter. Since this morning, it’s been raining non stop. But no, i’m not complaining. I like watching the rain. I like the noises it makes when it splatters all over the ground. The rain has a soothing, calming effect on me since i was a kid, hands clutching on the window grill, standing still by the window. The rain creates another kind of effect on me too. It makes me feel nostalgic. I sit here for hours watching the rain hit the grounds. At the back of the mind, i conjure up images of the possible future, the roads ahead, my friends, the laughters and fun.. And i’m in…
