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Protected: *breathes*
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so dead
these days, i am so so dead. superbly tired, and i hardly can keep my eyes open when i reach home.. and the work just piles and piles. urk! i need a break really really soon. *breathes* back into the meeting i go!
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random note
i haven’t been updating.. but it does not mean i am not ok. in fact, i am trying very hard to live my life with a purpose and focus on the things i really want. on the work front, things have been hectic and it’s madness. i am trying to cope and i think i am surviving ok. just need a little bit sanity and faster brains to remember all the things that i had to do.. plus coaching the newbie that just joined us on monday. ok. to be a little frank, i am not very patient with her with all my deadlines so i am vomiting a little…
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good bye
i lost a part of me yesterday.. good bye.
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facebook
now that i am on it… there are TONNES of invitations and requests popping in every other minute. it’s madness. but the thing is.. i dont have the time to explore a lot of the things. i dont have the time to read the messages on the superwall. i don’t have the time to check out the inbox. neither am i reading the emails notifications. i feel so FLOODED. and drowning. yelp. haha. just another random rant from me. yes. i am alive and kicking still. ;P
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drained
one 13 hour work day like today totally drained my energy and i ended up with a slight fever at the end of the day. work’s been hectic. terrible week this is. not to mention that i also went on MC escalated the workload by tonnes. deadlines. oh how i hate them. on a random note, i think i am getting happier again. it’s a vicious cycle isn’t it? you hit the low, and it’s only a matter of time when u reach the high. i’m not really really ecstatic yet, but at least i feel much better. and that’s something for a start! and i really appreciate it when…
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love and happiness.
love is weird isnt it? some times, it makes your heart flutter.. some times, it makes your heart ache.. some times, it makes you do illogical things.. some times, it drives you to the wall in madness. it could hurt. it could please. it brings joy. it brings sadness. there’s nothing fixed about love. there isnt fixed equation about it either. it doesnt guarantee you any returns. and you shouldn’t expect it should. it doesnt mean that you have invest love, time and money that someone would love you back. at the end of the day, happiness lies in your own hands and one’s happiness should not depend on another’s.…
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Message to Victor Sim
hey.. thanks for dropping me an encouraging note and cheering me on. i accidentally deleted the comment that you left me. i actually replied.. but it’s lost now cos i just happened to be editing the entries and lost one of them cos there are duplicates. i wasn’t talking about the dinner or the emcee job in my post. i was lamenting about the sucky day i had before i turned up at the wedding. 🙂 yup. it was quite fun co-hosting with you but i think my chinese really sucks! sorry that i didnt stay long enough to catch up or chat with you.. but im sure there’ll be…
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impossible possible
do you think it is possible to not feel a trace of happiness when you know that you struck the lottery? i now know.. it’s actually possible. wow. i am more excited that i realised this fact. i think the same rationale happens that even when you won $3 in a happy mood, you feel like you have won the grand prize. it’s all about the power of the brain.
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human
i am in a bad mood today. it started out ok, then it became worse and then i think it ended up really really sucky when it was evening. back at home now and i think i had to declare this the worse day for 2007 thus far. shan’t go into the details, it wont do me any good. all i have to say is.. when u err.. you are always remembered by that and no matter how much good you have done.. it does not help. it REALLY does not help. and when you try to be really positive and and be cheerful.. a huge truck must come along…
