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turtle
i am trying to transfer my old blog entries from blogspot over but some 10 over entries later.. i am tired. so TEDIOUS can?! anyway, reading those entries from 05.. it makes me feel like i’m reading someone’s blog. it doesnt look like my blog at all! i guess the writing style have changed tremendously, the thought process.. and also.. the chirpiness of it all. anyway, i saw this that i did in 2005… it was raf’s birthday yesterday, but of cos.. so much have changed. we have grown apart, we hardly talk anymore. guess it’s sad, because work kept us apart. we never do realise that friendships are more…
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taking 2 steps backwards
do you sometimes feel that you are taking backward steps in your life as you progress on? i have been feeling a lot of that these days. it’s funny, because it feels like i don’t have a hold over my life, and that something seems to be missing. am reading the book “moving forward” by dave pelzer. it is a book that teaches the readers on how to harness the strength of surviving past negative experiences and lift themselves up to move forward and change their life (for the better of cos). i have just started on the first chapter and it talks about “resolve”. resolve helps people move forward.…
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home
7.15pm. home and smelling good from the showers. so shiok to be home that early… i got a long night before me..whoopee! well.. on a serious note, i seriously cannot stand people who stirs shit in a shit hole and make me look like an idiot. if i could, i would jolly well tell her in the face to clean her act up. or maybe slap her so that she can wake up. now i know why miss k sent her such a nasty email. *giggles* i believe in karma. 🙂
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Protected: the art of surviving?
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tired.. sleepy.
i haven’t been blogging much. each time i lie in front of my lappie.. my eyes are so heavy and i struggle to keep them open. of cos the drowsiness always win, because you aint seeing any entries for the past week. i just got home from a dinner with my ex-colleagues from tmx. as i was zipping home in a cab earlier, i was kinda thankful that after so many years, we are all keeping in contact. it’s weird, because the company was so closely knitted and despite being there for less than a year, i bonded with everyone so much! counter-strike kinda helped in the bonding.. 2 years…
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Protected: depression..
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the head hurts
i was jolted out of bed in cold sweat at 6.30am this morning. i went to bed only at 5.30am. i had such a terrible nightmare that i didn’t had the courage to shut my eyes after. it was so REAL. wondered why i am always plagued with tragedies in my dreams. somehow, the same tragedies keep playing in my head. too stressed, maybe? am suffering from a terrible headache now from the lack of rest.. what a way to kick start my sunday.
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a train of random thoughts
i realized that i think/reflect only when i’m traveling (in buses, in trains, walking home).. and i realized that i also think a lot when im jogging. if there’s one thing that i can pin point on why i am always feeling inadequate/low self esteem is that i think i am not intelligent enough. i always have the feeling that everyone else seemed to be smarter. 🙁 i am definitely growing fatter. everyone i meet these day tells me that im growing sideways, and a colleague told me yesterday that i looked chubby and he wanted to pinch my cheeks. omg, that kinda freaked me out. this morning, i stepped…
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Crazy
I’m on leave today.. But guess what? I’m slowly making my way to work now. I figured that there’s simply too much to clear and if i stay home.. I’ll end up doing my work anyway. Might as well make it to the office where information is readily available and i would be more productive given that there’s no bed to tempt me. I must be mad. I really should be relaxing and enjoying. [mobile post on the way to work @ yishun]
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Protected: another reason why i am emo..
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