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Protected: an emo birthday
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Protected: what’s bothering me
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Shitty
I feel so shitty today. I really needed a lot of emotional support.. Why are bad things always happening to me? They happen for a reason. Make me stronger? I’m sick of all these nonsense. I want to escape. From everything. Life is no purpose when someone else ruins everything. Yes. I’m unhappy. [mobile post on cab @ lavender]
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my head’s throbbing
just watched the dark knight. wow. and hey, i catch that 3 secs of edison’s back view and 1 sec of his pretty face! on a totally irrelevant note, if i could do one thing right now.. i’ll cut off my head. the frequent headaches that i’m getting are driving me crazy. and i think i am so gonna sound like a loser saying that i’m gonna say next – i think i cannot handle stress. i used to think i manage stress very well.. until lately, when the headaches keep bugging me. every time the phone ring and i see (work)calls, my head starts to throb. and then, together…
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Breezy sea
Dining by the water edge for lunch today. Am feeling tired after the lunch.. A long afternoon awaits.. Grr.. It’s almost time to kill the brain. I wish i could just stand by the break water, listen to the waves splashing and feel the breeze brushing against my face. Ahh.. That’s bliss. =) [mobile post @ saf changi yatch club]
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exercise
my doc advised that exercising would help relieve the dizzy spells and headaches.. but after the chat he had with me yesterday, he promptly told me.. forget about exercising.. you have no time to exercise, except for the weekends. try to get more sleep instead. i thought that was quite funny. and so, after the bowling competition, jen, lena and me went for some coffee/tea/snacks at starbucks (chey! i’m patronizing you!) and some shopping. i think jen and me make a terrible pair. we both like to buy things. i splurged another 100 bucks on 2 dresses while she spent abt 250. wahaha. the other day when we are having…
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Protected: my inner thoughts..
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burning up
i can feel myself burning up as i sit here in the office, madly trying to clear as much as i can. not a good sign, especially since im downing honey lemon at the same time. decided to pack and head back home to work instead. even tho i know lying on my bed and working on my laptop aint gonna be as productive as where i am.. i think i really don’t want to fall sick with the tough weeks ahead of me. heading home. more blog entries coming up, i hope.
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it’s almost midnight
urgh. watching the clock and it ticking closer to midnight, i am sad to announce that my holidays stress-free days are over. it’s back to the office tomorrow. chatted with kenties earlier in the evening and he said i seemed to be in a good mood today. he’s not exactly right, but i think i am more relaxed because i have no work to rush. there is, but till now, i am still unwilling to log into my office webmail. that could wait when im back tomorrow since my colleagues already updated me that there is nothing much that’s so important that couldn’t wait. there is a lot of photos…
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Materialistic
Someone asked what i wanted for my birthday yesterday. He wanted to get me a gift, but i really have no clue what i really need. There are only wants. And wants being wants, aren’t they the expensive, sought after products that either you don’t bear to part with the money to buy or that it’s totally not within your means to get it? Well, i tried to get that message across – the fact that i don’t need anything and my wants are too expensive. And he insisted that i name a few things of my list. And i just rattled them off, just to humour him, not at…
