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the statement
someone gave me a fortune cookie to welcome the new year. it’s been sitting on my desk for a while and yesterday, i broke it open to see what it says.. and it says.. “for a marriage to work, you have to fall in love with the same person many times..” am feeling depressed at this very moment.
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4th day into the new year.. my watch reads 1.4FR. looks like april’s fool to me. i am not very the happy today. shed quite a bit of tears, was told i am lost, i feel lost and then i also started questioning my own self worth. you know.. everyone says im creative. i think that is too big a hat to wear. i am not, and i don’t want to be. it is hard living up to people’s expectations. as much as i want to quit, my mind says i shouldn’t be a quitter. i think about my life now and i think it is in such a mess.…
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christmas
christmas is over in a jiff. there wasn’t anything exceptional about it, nor was i very happy to be spending the day. in the past, christmas was a special day.. because it will trigger the memories of mine some 13 years ago.. this year, there wasn’t any thoughts about those at all. maybe i have let those memories go. i spent christmas eve feeling a tad loss and distraught. stranded and sandwiched. i thought about what i really want, but somehow.. i didn’t have a conclusion. ushered the christmas day in with a midnight movie – I am legend. also went to pay respects to uncle on christmas day because…
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Back to sanity
Alarm rings at 7.30am. No more “khao rai” and “ke koon ka”, no more tom yam soups for meals and doing all buying in baht. Am back to reality, standing in the train, rocking my way to work.. And gonna be really late. =( I’m super tired! All thanks to the flight that delayed for 2 hours and i got into singapore past midnight. Coupled that with the long journey home and the slight unpacking and getting organized.. I slept almost at 4am. So wished that i could take a day off today.. But i can’t. My cough still isn’t going away, but think it’s getting slightly better except for…
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Sunrise
[taken on 27 nov, changi airport] Within the next 12 hours, i’ll be back at the airport. Gonna head towards bangkok tomorrow morning. I left work quite early today, been consistently trying to clear my work the whole of this week so that i wouldn’t have to do a lot of mad rushes. Plus the fact that i’m still sniffing away and coughing badly, so i didnt want to be in the polluted bangkok being really sick. Plans to sleep early tonight and mee siam for breakfast at the airport tomorrow. Something’s wrong with me though. I’m not excited. Just like how it was before i flew off to phuket…