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Breaking the routine.
7.45am. On normal days, i’ll be dashing into the bathroom and getting ready for the day. Today, i’m out and on my way to the train station. Last night, i cried myself to bed with a million unanswered why. This morning, i woke, not feeling any better. I guess the flurry of the day will get me through and before i know it, i’ll be ok. Decked in berms and slippers today, looked totally like a student on the morning train. It feels a little weird, to be amongst everyone else decked in office wear.. Suddenly, a job opportunity might be open right in my face. Good prospects and better…
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Turning white.
Jen just pointed out to me that i have a lot of white hair and she couldn’t resist herself but to help me pluck. Which brings me to realise that ever since i started working here.. My white hairs have been showing. Am i really growing old or am i in too much stress? [mobile post @ office]
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Good day!
A typical work day begins with me rushing out of the house and brisk walking to the train station, sometimes breaking into a run to catch the train. Today, while i was doing my daily ritual, i happened to look up. The sky is in a beautiful shade of blue accompanied with cotton white clouds.. It’s a pretty sight. Perked up my morning and i declare today a good day! Nevermind the fact that i have meetings at 9.30am, 11.30am, 1.30pm, and 4pm, with literally no breaks between the meetings. I guess i can only start my work at 5.30pm onwards. Which brings me to realise the importance of one’s…
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finally
i finally plucked up the courage and resolve to do something that i have been thinking about for the longest time. i texted wei and told him i wanted to collect back my stuff that are still lingering in his house. sending the text message, i felt like i have closed on a final chapter of a book. it’s been 6 months. i have moved on since. i guess i’m never gonna look back now. how time flies. i guess much have changed.
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Appearance
I think it is important to look good all the time, or at least dress well and be presentable. In tampines mall now. Just finished a meeting with my supplier and mall management. In the midst of our discussion earlier, a guy in a tee and shorts with slippers came to approach one of us to borrow our handphone. His hair wasn’t styled, in slippers, looked kinda sloppy and claimed he lost his friend and his handphone. None of us is willing to help him call. No matter how he begged. Sigh. He finally walked away and a thought struck me. If it was a girl, i might have helped.…
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Protected: some thoughts
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the realisation
i just went back to read some old entries. was triggered by someone who said he read 340 entries of mine at one shot. curious about the things he might have read, i went to take a peek. and then i realised.. my entries have carried a lot of angst in the past. a lot of unhappiness, staring right back at me. it just got me thinking. maybe i did make a right move. a painful one, but eventually, it’s may just turn out to be a good one. as much as i am missing you still… i guess we are both moving on fine.
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Simple
It feels great to be appreciated, however small the act might be. Sometimes, it’s just so simple. Isn’t it? Feeling a little sleepy today.. *yawns* [mobile post on train @ amk]
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Someone sent me this in an email some time back.. i thought it is kinda meaningful and have been wanting to post it on my blog.. Only by having the courage to give up something, will you have the opportunity to accept greater things. Let me share with you how to achieve the lifestyle you rightfully deserved. One of the major reasons why we fail to find happiness or to create unique lifestyle is because we have not yet mastered the art of being. While we are home, our thoughts are still absorbed with solving the challenges we face at the office. And when we are at the office, we…
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the email
i looked at the very long email that i typed one month ago, but not sent. so much truth in there, but i never had the courage to spill it out. i added a few more paragraphs to it. the feelings that i have accumulated over in the last month. glancing at it once more. i clicked… the save button. i don’t know the consequences of sending it. i do not want to try. chicken is me. some other day, maybe.
