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a note
i seriously need to sit down and think and sort out my life. i thought i could be managing it well. i am really happier these days, but sometimes, i sit down and i start thinking what could have been and whether i could have done something to change the situation as it is. there were also doubts floating in my mind on whether i am willing to do anything about it and questions like would it be worth it? months have passed. time sure flies. there are many occasions where i think i am doing the correct thing. i am happy and that’s that. but i am not void…
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Protected: sweet
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welcome back
dear ant, this is a note dedicated to you. i just want to say, i am extremely glad that you are back in my life and we are once again in contact. for the months you were gone, i was worried that you might have met an accident of some kind.. or ran into problems.. but as time grew and knowing that you have deliberately refused to answer my calls.. i guessed i sorta knew the reason why. but it’s ok. i’m just extremely glad that you are back. and i’m glad for believing in you, and not giving you up. and no, i have no dalai mala name card…
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Protected: gloomy
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Protected: some reflections
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it’s 4.15am
this is gonna be the most unenthusiastic trip that i am going to make. due to be at the airport in a hr’s time and here i am, not very packed, and still deciding if i should bring along an additional luggage. and i am feeling SoooooOOOooooo sleepy. hopefully i don’t doze off and miss my flight. ok. gotta bathe. i have this sudden urge to stay here in singapore instead..
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Protected: some thoughts
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Drained
Yesterday was one terribly draining work day. I stepped out of e office at 11pm (thereabout). It’s also a day where i lost my patience on things and almost screamed at one of the girls at the creative agency. I simply cannot fathom why they cannot take simple instructions after briefing them so many times and made me wait 5hours after the stipulated deadline for their work to come in. After all the wait, the work wasn’t what i wanted., but they have gone home and i won’t be able to see the changes until today. My deadline’s 12pm. *screams* Anyway, that’s yesterday. For once in a long long time,…
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Uh oh
This is not very good, but i’m in a cab on the way to work. It’s the consequence of late nights out and 2.5hrs of sleep last night. I don’t know what happened to my alarm until my mum knocked on my room door. 8.10am. The time i’m supposed to be out of the house, and what was i doing still? Clutching my blanket and dreaming. Ran into the bathroom and got out in a jiffy. I think i look terrible today cos i didn’t had time to think about my wardrobe. I just grabbed the clothes and wore. Terribly mismatched. The throat’s feeling inflamed. =\ a strike from my…
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A penny of my thoughts
I don’t know if i’m weird, but these days… When i experience someone being nice to me, it’s a joy and a sorrow at the same time. Joy to know that people out there cares.. The sorrow portion is another story. Hmmm.. Someone made me ponder alot during my meeting today. Nope, not anyone from e office or agencies that i was having meeting with, but a friend that was messaging me. I start to wonder why some people are so nice, even though some of the reasons may be obvious. When was the last time i was that nice to someone? (sidetrack: i’m ALWAYS nice!) I mean extremely nice,…
