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At the doc’s
Sometimes, i amaze myself. 4hrs of sleep on each night for the past 2 nights, and i had long and tiring days. Why am i feeling like i’m wide awake and clocked in at least 6 hrs of sleep? Maybe i’m still feeling fresh from the bath. My eye infection is not clearing, so i’m over at the doc’s now to get it checked. Weird how badly i was coughing for weeks and having a bad cold and i didn’t come, but the eye infection warrants a different kind of attention. Maybe i just want to make sure my eye is ok so that i can look at handsome guys.…
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thoughts
i stayed at home today and completed most of the work that is due tomorrow. did whatever i could with the limited information i emailed myself last week. hope it could at least ease some work tensions tomorrow. i spent the whole day thinking of what could have been and what it might be. are we really victims of our own actions or does situations really make a fool out of people? i finished reading 5 people you meet in heaven yesterday and i wish i could have the ability to know what people are actually thinking. at least, that would help me make the best decisions with all the…
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*stoned*
i am so tired and shoulders are aching. realised that i have a tendency to tense up my shoulders when i am concentrating on work. after 4 hours at the pc editing my color pictures into sepia ones, and putting them into neat collages.. i am now left with terribly aching shoulders and a tired mind. i dont know what to feel now. am on a terrible emotional roller coaster ride. it feels much much worse that the incredible hulk roller coaster in florida’s universal studios. i really need some warmth, some comforting, and sunshine and some really good laughter. where can i find them? got this really huge impulse…
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defeated & tired
as usual, the rainbow never stays long.
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Protected: a mere thin line
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some thoughts..
what am i? a free thinker is one who has rejected authority and dogma, especially in religious thinking, in favor of rational inquiry and speculation. a atheist is one who disbelieves or denies the existence of God or gods. a christian is one who professes belief in Jesus as Christ or follows the religion based on the life and teachings of Jesus. a buddhist is one who follows the teachings of Buddha. a taoist is one who relates to the philosophical system developed by Lao-tzu and Chuang-tzu advocating a simple honest life. a catholic is one who relates to or supports Catholicism; “the Catholic Church a muslim is a believer…
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irritable weekend
this is the only weekend i had with wei that wasnt spent mugging for his projects in months. yet, i cant say im extremely happy or that it’s been extremely enjoyable. one women had to spoil everything for me. she wrecked my nerves every single time she opened her mouth in the last 2 days. it made me wanna shout and felt like slapping her (so much!). i did not, of cos. it wasnt right, and i dont think i’ll ever do it. but feeling so strongly abt doing that says something, isnt it? i think my blood pressure has definitely increased in the last 2 days. i tried hard…
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lovelorn
i miss my sweetie. hmm.. i seemed to think of him a lot more recently.. but in a happier sense. 🙂 he’s gonna have a long week, and i might not get to see him this weekend. but, im getting loads more smses recently and im so thrilled. he’s finally scoring major brownie points! *grinning from ear to ear* and i think i miss him so much, that i’m starting to think desmond koh (xu zhen rong) look like him when i saw him on tv earlier. Oops. wei’s gonna bash me when he reads this..(thank god he doesnt read my blog!) and i suddenly remember princessping congratulating wei last…
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*yawns*
my colleague commented that i looked tired. i am indeed very tired. it was a really late night home on a sunday. a really unexpected delay due to the events that happened, and the need to really talk to wei about some issues that was bugging me. and i didnt sleep till almost 4am, cos i was clearing some stuff that was supposed to be done in the afternoon but didnt have time for. im sure i looked like a panda today. i went to bed with swollen eyes last night. i’m yawning away, seated by myself at the receptionist table with teary eyes. i have loads to work to…
