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sigh
i couldnt get wei on the line last night. and when i finally got him, he told me he’s at the hospital and will call me back. the call didnt come till late at night. his father is in hospital. 🙁 last week, i met his dad when wei went to give him his letters and take something from him. i got a shock. i’m not sure if wei did. he didnt show it even if he has gotten a shock. his dad was so skinny! the last time i saw him, he’s still quite plump and stout. and i couldnt help but stare at him throughout the whole meeting.…
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Protected: the black sheep
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Protected: clean
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boom boom boom boom
i opened my eyes this morning and wondered which day of the week it is. for a minute, i was lost and couldnt think. i had to lug myself outta bed after a long procrastination. and yes, i am late AGAIN. what’s new, anyway? *grins* my shoulders are aching. hmmm.. bad day of the week, but still im not grumbling k? i am determined to stay a happy girl. porridge for lunch today! yeah! i was going through all the files in my hard disk last nite and checking if i can delete some stuff to free up more space. and i came across this post it note that i…
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wandering around
my life has taken a dip recently. suddenly, it’s filled with void. compared to the past when i had to attend jap class, yoga classes and packed the rest of the days with dinner dates and activities, i come home everyday before 6pm and kinda have too much time on my hands. but weirdly enough, i still dont find a lot of time to blog more often, at home that is. and actually, i dont have much to blog about either. i have been procrastinating abt selling my huge collection of bags. and im just pure lazy to snap pictures of them and put them up. i havent been practising…
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Protected: anniversary
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curious
i woke up before the alarm rang this morning. i had a bad dream, again. i’ll rather not go into specifics of the dream, but it’s been recurring for a while now. sometimes, the settings in the dream is different. sometimes, the series of events that happened in the dream is different. but the main cast and the message is always the same. why am i getting the same message in my dream over and over again these days? and recurring at a high frequency as compared to the past? it’s affecting me, i wont deny it. but why? why is this happening? i wonder if its my subscious mind…
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a note
hi fred, i dont know what to say. it’s a loss, definitely. but there are greener pastures and i wish you luck. thanks for everything and i appreciate the friendship for the short 2 months. please dont be too upset. you’re prob. worried abt a lot of issues at the moment, and i can totally understand them. take one step at a time and dont fret too much! remember what “chou nu” said abt the wrinkles! life still goes on ya? and keep that cheeky face up all the time. all the jokes that we shared, the pantry laughters that we all created, are memories left by us. remember what…
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i’m ok
i’ve been wanting to blog abt this, but somehow, the series of events that happened didnt allow me to. with an unstable connection in the office today, i hope i can manage to post this before the connection goes off again. nobody knows what is wrong, and nobody can do anything abt it. blah! i just want to say.. im fine, thanks! a lot of people have been showing me concern of late. i have people sending me sms asking me if im alright outta the blue, and a lot of people asking if im ok. and it amuses me to a certain extent cos im not too sure why…
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sleep
much sleep is needed. i am super tired. 2 late nights in a row and im falling sick again. the cough monster was back to haunt me this afternoon and i flushed him away with loads of water. i’m sure, he’ll be back. so rest is required and rest i shall. with so much thoughts bursting in my mind and no good answer to. it’s time for sandman to clear them away and fill them with happy thoughts in dreamyland. hiding under the covers is comforting too. it’s like a baby protected from harm. and i like the warm cosy feeling. makes me feel loved. maybe its my own make-believe…