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childless tonight.
missing my little bundle of joy. my baby frolicking around my granduncle’s shop in jb my baby is away in Malaysia for a family wedding for the weekend and won’t be back till tomorrow. we came back this afternoon for a friend’s wedding and baby stayed with my mum since there’ll be no one around when we go work tomorrow morning. I thought we’ll enjoy the alone couple time much, but I find myself missing jerry a lot. it didn’t help where we had a 2.5yo sitting with us at the wedding tonight. ah.. separation anxiety. I thought I was pretty cool with it, but looks like…
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its a snake!
its my first visit at the gynae today. hubby wasn't with me because he couldnt make it and to fit his schedule and the doc's would mean I can only see the gynae next month. I couldnt wait so I came alone. here's my little bean. 6 weeks, with a tiny heartbeat, and a valentine's day present with edd 14 Feb. 4 days late of being a dragon baby. oh wells. man. I thought I could handle the visit myself but second time round is as nerve wrecking as the first. I freaked out when doc was trying to get a scan and couldn't see any. then he found it…
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heartpain.
got home and found my baby with a busted upper lip. ouch. my heart is bleeding! apparently he fell from the sofa and landed face down onto the hard marble floor. sigh. does anyone know where I can buy padded helmets for babies? even my pd asked me to go custom make one for jerry because she saw for herself.. how hyper this kid is! I don’t know how many more of these injuries my heart can withstand further. its so painful to see.. Posted via LiveJournal app for Android.
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goodbye Steve.
I woke up this morning to some messages that I wish I didn’t see. my dear friend lost the battle to cancer early this morning. I feel numb. I wish he didn’t have to go so soon,but I know he got a lot more than he had bargained for (doc said 6 months but he got more than a year) and we even shared some drinks and chats over the period of time when he was ill. he even met jerry while we hung out. I could feel his pain when I saw him the last time at the hospital. he lost so much weight, had sunken skin, and…
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the law of imitation.
the law of imitation says do whatever you want your kid to follow. tonight, I wanted to brush his teeth but he didn’t allow me.. I end up holding a toothbrush myself and got him to anyhow scrub his teeth with his toothbrush. except that when it comes to an super active baby, he was running all over with the toothbrush, I was pretty freaked out that he might fall and injure his throat! other than that, he went on with the toothbrush for the longest time, both my mum and me couldnt pry the toothbrush away without a major meltdown. sigh. I’m pretty amazed and impressed…
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hands free, fuss free. I like.
good morning. at 430am in the morning, here’s what I have been up to all week. nebulizing my kid. of cos, it hasn’t been so smooth sailing every single time but I have been much blessed that jerry doesnt struggle against it at all. even when he’s awake.. he’ll sit and stare and try get comfortable. the most difficult is when he is actively awake and move around much. else its been pretty easy and it gets better with experience. now you know why I have been looking like a panda and very sleep deprived. next up, getting that cough and runny nose medication down his throat!…
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3 times to get it right.
having been there, done that for being pregnant, going through the entire journey and child birth, I still get the jitters when I head to the pharmacies to grab a test kit. my first time round, I think I bought a mid range test kit and tested positive on my first trial. so I figured, I just grab any house brand! my period was due the last week of the month and when it was 31 May, I figured.. I could be preggers, hence the trip to grab a test kit. well.. I wasn't. I had always wanted three kids. but Der only wanted one so I was a little…
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hello?
yes. its true. I got into an car accident this morning. I wasn’t paying attention and my car my husband’s car kissed someone’s arse. I meant the bumper. its wasn’t really very bad. the van I bumped suffer some minor scratches. my car plate got smashed into a million pieces and the front fascia is also smashed. boo. its my second accident into two months. I think the sleep deprivation is a major contributor. I am feeling really really bummed bumped. the good news is… I’m alive and not injured at all (my wallet is though) so I guess that’s all it matters. 明天我还是一条好汉 (loosely translated…
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my day.
started at 4am. I jumped out of bed, hearing the toilet door slide open! all that greeted me was a cheeky baby that has climb out of his bed and headed for the toilet to have some water play (gunning for the toilet bowl). lucky for me that I am generally a light sleeper so I jumped out in time before he even got to it. I nebulised him and gave him his medication and jumped back for a quick nap when my mum woke at 6am.. my happy baby in the morning. with a sweet and a wrapper. no. he isn’t allowed to eat but he knows its…
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my Saturday morning..
is spent scrambling out in bed at 7am and off we went to the paedratician. jerry has been battling with the flu virus since mid week and it developed into a full blown cough and now, fever. its been a morning it has been. we have just been told that jerry is suffering from an asthma attack and has to be admitted for observation and be constantly nebulized every 2hrs. I think its every parent’s fear of hearing that statement from the doctor. the hospitalization part that is. doc says he needs to be warded for 3 days. the timing can’t be worse. Der is scheduled for…
