• puffy eyes

    it feels like monday today. i changed my alarm clock last night, in a bid to wake earlier to beat the punch card machine. i got out of the house earlier than usual and missed the bus that i was supposed to catch! and i was 4 mins late. my time stamp was in red while the rest of my colleagues are in black. sigh. how demoralising. the public holiday was spent lazing. helped wei cleaned his car yesterday, yeah! at least i dont despise it that much now. i feel so distant after not posting any entry in the last 2 days. wei’s computer is down and i couldnt…

  • irritable weekend

    this is the only weekend i had with wei that wasnt spent mugging for his projects in months. yet, i cant say im extremely happy or that it’s been extremely enjoyable. one women had to spoil everything for me. she wrecked my nerves every single time she opened her mouth in the last 2 days. it made me wanna shout and felt like slapping her (so much!). i did not, of cos. it wasnt right, and i dont think i’ll ever do it. but feeling so strongly abt doing that says something, isnt it? i think my blood pressure has definitely increased in the last 2 days. i tried hard…

  • lovelorn

    i miss my sweetie. hmm.. i seemed to think of him a lot more recently.. but in a happier sense. 🙂 he’s gonna have a long week, and i might not get to see him this weekend. but, im getting loads more smses recently and im so thrilled. he’s finally scoring major brownie points! *grinning from ear to ear* and i think i miss him so much, that i’m starting to think desmond koh (xu zhen rong) look like him when i saw him on tv earlier. Oops. wei’s gonna bash me when he reads this..(thank god he doesnt read my blog!) and i suddenly remember princessping congratulating wei last…

  • *yawns*

    my colleague commented that i looked tired. i am indeed very tired. it was a really late night home on a sunday. a really unexpected delay due to the events that happened, and the need to really talk to wei about some issues that was bugging me. and i didnt sleep till almost 4am, cos i was clearing some stuff that was supposed to be done in the afternoon but didnt have time for. im sure i looked like a panda today. i went to bed with swollen eyes last night. i’m yawning away, seated by myself at the receptionist table with teary eyes. i have loads to work to…

  • sigh

    i couldnt get wei on the line last night. and when i finally got him, he told me he’s at the hospital and will call me back. the call didnt come till late at night. his father is in hospital. 🙁 last week, i met his dad when wei went to give him his letters and take something from him. i got a shock. i’m not sure if wei did. he didnt show it even if he has gotten a shock. his dad was so skinny! the last time i saw him, he’s still quite plump and stout. and i couldnt help but stare at him throughout the whole meeting.…

  • interesting

    it’s amazing how a single incident can change one’s perception of some things. the song lao shu ai da mi has kind of been over exposed over the media some time back, and somehow that annoying tune never fails to irritate me when i hear it. something miraculous happened yesterday. wei sent me this mms.. wo ai ni, ai zhe ni, jiu xiang lao shu ai da mi… the rat in the picture was a gift from me. many years back, when i was still a poor student in tp. and i actually bought that from the tp book store. the persevere sign is also a gift from me, to…

  • smiling

    i was reading piggy_pat79‘s entry abt the sweet surprise her husband gave her last nite.. and i was reminded of the smile i wore this morning when the moment i woke. *grinning away* i headed to bed real early yesterday. really unlike me, but i konked out even before the clock striked 12am. and i remember calling wei up and telling him im heading to bed in a semi conscious state. he was still telling me it’s REALLY UNLIKE me to sleep that early. nevertheless, he said good nite and told me to go sleep (prob. can sense that he’s losing my attention!). this morning, i saw an sms he…