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sigh
i dont feel good after a whole day of fun in sentosa. somehow, i feel more down compared to how i feel before i went. i dont know why.. after all the fun.. i feel a sense of loss. and ant actually asked a question that strike a chord. much as i wish you was there with me..you’re not. and our telephone conversation is making it much worse. =(
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on my own
it’s another weekend that im going to spend alone. not literally alone, but i meant.. without wei. i’m a little disappointed, but there’s nothing much i can do abt it. wei has project meeting later today and classes tomorrow. i wonder if he feels sore like me. much as i try to believe that he would be feeling worst off for not being able to meet me, i secretly doubt so. dont ask me why. my weekend is packed. and i made it to be. jean’s birthday is on wednesday and we are going to have a feast after work today and going shopping for a pressie for her. meeting…
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sad
i dont seem important to you most of the time. maybe i do, but im not feeling it. it takes you that long to reply my msg. is it really a mere coincidence that u ALWAYS never hear my msg on a friday nite or is it that i’m not as important as with u are with now? i’m not sure if im reading into it too much. but, there’s this amount of patience i have left. and it’s dwindling. i’m not sure how much longer it would last us. i really cant help it but feel sorry for myself. this. is unhealthy.
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why?
i’m a little disappointed that unpolished_gem is not online by the time i logged onto the net. i needed someone to talk to. its sad. but its ok. she had a long day. like me. im upset. im so sick. i know i whine abt it the whole week. i cant help it. it’s really a terrible feeling to be sick. and when my eyes are burning like hell, nose dripping with mucus, skin burning from the nose blowing and coughing to the verge of vomitting. it’s aint fun. i cant talk proper. i cant focus my attention. no matter how much sleep i tried to get, how much water…
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monday blues..
it’s the dreaded monday again! the weekend passed by real fast. not going to say much since im at work. enjoy the pictures as they tell you stories.. whee.. im looking forward to jap lessons tonight.. hopefully i wont be dead beat right after.. wish everyone have a good week ahead.. 😉
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bored
wei’s at class.. and im totally lost. I have to fetch him for his class later and in between, i cant find anyone to do anything with. everyone seemed to be occupied. so, here i am.. blogging from the comfort of wei’s room and waiting for time to pass so that i can go fetch him. and oh.. i need to go find a present later as well. wei’s nephew is turning 1 month today! gonna see the cute little baby later. i have been posting blog entries in my livejournal recently. am beginging to enjoy using livejournal since i can control the readership of my posts and keep those…
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loads on my mind..
wei seemed to be really down. not sure what has happened to him in terms of work. he didnt say much, but the tone of his voice practically sucked all the cheerfulness out of me also. -big sigh- much has happened over the last 2 days. something else is bogging me down also. something that i didnt think will happen seemed to be happening. maybe something that i did triggered it, but it wasnt my intention for it to happen. i cant be sure, since i cant confirm it myself based on my judgement. now i just hope that the friendship wont change or that i wont lose a friend.…
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photos galore..
it’s a bloody hot night. im sitting here, right in front of my computer and sweating like a pig. feel like im in a sauna.. the weekend has been fun. and i finally gotten the rest of the photos for the kelong. i kept forgetting to get it from wei. here’s the pictures!! the lunch with the girls has been filled with laughter. it’s been a pity that joycelyn couldnt join us last min. anyway, we had a filling lunch at ichiban.. the shopping that ensued left me at least 150 bucks poorer.. and i cant imagine that i actually spent 400 bucks in the last 2 days. really shit…
