2nd last day
I’m down to my official 2nd last day of work.. Too much to clear.. Too little time. That’s ALWAYS the case, isn’t it?
Well, the way the dynamics at my workplace work, i am so gonna be glued to my pc while i’m on leave, madly clearing work. Sadly, i’m heading back on the 27th for a presentation..
What kind of leave is this?!
It’s 10mins to 9am, but i just stepped into the train. =(
I cried last night. Haven’t cried for a long time. Feel kinda lost. Somehow, i realised that i no longer know what i want. No longer think the way i used to. Maybe i’m just a stranger. Even to myself.
I thought about the balancing scale. When you remove items from one end, the other comes crashing down. But you have been trying to balance it for the longest time, it doesn’t meet the equilibrium and you are tired. Gah.
And then you realised, what’s the whole point in balancing anyway?
Where has my ability to love gone to? Why am i so shut to myself? Is it me?
All i wanted is to try to be happy every day. =\
Maybe i should just focus on work and let everything else fall into place. Hopefully i can, because the state of emotions one is in determines one’s productivity to a certain extent..
And i know i’m not happy. Mr Koh said he stalked my blog and think i shouldn’t be so sad.
[mobile post on train @ toa payoh]
16 Comments
mizunoya
Looks like we are kinda in the same kind of situation…
Lets cheer up together!
cherieladieblogs
haha. yeah. laughter makes the best medicine!! and hey.. you know.. i have a friend that looks like you. đ
mizunoya
hahaa, is it? who’s that! kekee~
cherieladieblogs
i have a school’s mate whose name is joseph. he look really like him and wear the same type of spects!
i was momentarily stunned when i first saw you actually. đ
mizunoya
lol, is it! i wanna see my twin! hahaa~ 1 more day for me till a long break! kekee~
cherieladieblogs
haha.. im not particularly close to him and don’t think i have his picture.. but i can dig the school book out and scan the class photo to show you.. when im free that is! đ
mizunoya
hhahaaa~ sure! lol
wwenzz
When you know you tried, just let the rest flow.. Plus hanging out with positive and happy people help alot!
Perhaphs we should go out for more girly sessh with the rest of the girls.
cherieladieblogs
đ oh wells.
im torn.. one side is happiness.. one side is commitment..
mizunoya
whats more “more girly sessh”? hahaa
cherieladieblogs
girly sessh = lingo for girly sessions.. only for the females! đ
mizunoya
lol lemme put one a long wig~
cherieladieblogs
it must be coupled with makeup! đ
mizunoya
eeek, makeup! hmmmm… dare not even think how i would look like…
silli_boi
hope u be happy soon n this xmas together with the coming new year will bring back a happier cherie =)
cherieladieblogs
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