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2nd last day

I’m down to my official 2nd last day of work.. Too much to clear.. Too little time. That’s ALWAYS the case, isn’t it?

Well, the way the dynamics at my workplace work, i am so gonna be glued to my pc while i’m on leave, madly clearing work. Sadly, i’m heading back on the 27th for a presentation..
What kind of leave is this?!

It’s 10mins to 9am, but i just stepped into the train. =(

I cried last night. Haven’t cried for a long time. Feel kinda lost. Somehow, i realised that i no longer know what i want. No longer think the way i used to. Maybe i’m just a stranger. Even to myself.

I thought about the balancing scale. When you remove items from one end, the other comes crashing down. But you have been trying to balance it for the longest time, it doesn’t meet the equilibrium and you are tired. Gah.

And then you realised, what’s the whole point in balancing anyway?

Where has my ability to love gone to? Why am i so shut to myself? Is it me?

All i wanted is to try to be happy every day. =\

Maybe i should just focus on work and let everything else fall into place. Hopefully i can, because the state of emotions one is in determines one’s productivity to a certain extent..

And i know i’m not happy. Mr Koh said he stalked my blog and think i shouldn’t be so sad.

[mobile post on train @ toa payoh]

Hi there! Thanks for popping by. I'm Cherie, a ftwm (full-time working mum) to 3 lovely kids (2 boys & a princess) and my motto in life is to BE HAPPY. Sure, life isn't all that smooth but it's the mentality that counts, no? This blog documents my life. Or rather, snippets of my life that has passed me by. I love capturing life memories in the blog and being able to read back and laugh at myself (or anyone). I love to eat (A LOT), travel and paint my own nails so the blog is mostly about that. Is that considered lifestyle? Of cos, the family is also very much an integral part of me so there would be loads of memories about the husband and my kids - Jerry (9yo), Jerome (7yo) and Leia (2.5yo) and everyone else that's close to me. I like documenting the kids' milestones, their growing up years, their achievements (and sometimes, mine), and my struggles and battles with motherhood. It sure ain't easy. I love seeking out good food and travelling, is trigger-happy, love new gadgets, love exploring new places and strives to live life to the fullest. I aspire to travel the world as much as I can, to soak in the different sights across the various continents and visit all the Disneylands in the world (almost there!). Have fun reading and do drop me a comment to say hi! Love, Cherie Lim Find me on Instagram.

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