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It’s yet another routine morning. Preparing for work when i wake. The funny thing is, these days.. I feel different. Like feeling good when i wake, even though i may not have slept a lot. I have been consistently been more on time for work. =)
i’ve been asking myself. Am i ready? Many have seen my msn nick and given their 2 cents worth.
Johnny told me, i’m definitely ready. Move on was his advice. Else, put in effort and make it happen. Am i willing to put in effort? Not really. So, moving on will be a more appropriate move.
Rodney told me i’m ready. For him! *faints* but anyway, i thought that’s quite funny even tho it’s almost corny.
The rest who gave me advices, you know who you are. Thanks and I’m really putting in thoughts to do some evaluating.
Was just chatting to fio yesterday and she said it’s good that i’m beginning to evaluate. It’s a start to moving on.
Work wise, it’s been terrible. Extremely busy, losing a little motivation on a lot of things, feeling inadequate at most times, trying to be an octopus managing everything at e same time. What’s new right?
Met chey at the hospital yesterday. When i told her i was extremely busy…. Her reply? yeah, i know. You haven’t updated your blog for a week! In usual circumstances, there’ll be at least 2-3 posts a day!
i just had to say she’s damn right!
Meeting bran for dinner tonight. Am hoping to see him. My dinner dates for e entire week has been fluctuating! Loads of cancellations and rescheduling. Am i jinxed or what?!
Ok. Almost reaching e office. Hope everyone have a great morning! The week’s almost coming to an end!
as much as i hate to admit, i’m gonna miss you much when you are gone. Will we have a future together?
[random mobile post on bus @ bendemeer]
11 Comments
Anonymous
Hi Cherie, keep your positive going strong at work! Am sure u can do it!
As for other matters, i think u have made progressive steps to make yourself happy and move on so thats good! I am facing something like tat, but i really do not know how to get myself out of it…it becomes like a vicious cycle..in and out..in and out..but i guess i am ready to move on..just tat the fear of “hurting” d person..
The same Lynn
cherieladieblogs
yeah. i think you know what i am talking about here. i’m worried abt hurting some other people in the process too..
*sigh* fret not. we’ll shall take one step at a time and see how things go! time will tell! 😛
missustay
you know how they say about emerging stronger after being through all the bad times..
i think you’re getting there! ganbate!
cherieladieblogs
thanks! im trying to encourage myself too!
unpolished_gem
as much as i hate to admit, i’m gonna miss you much when you are gone. Will we have a future together?
definitely not talking a bout me right? hahaha!
i’m sorry i had to cancel on you last night. and my client ended up forgetting our appointment this morning and rescheduled for tomorrow!!! ahhhh!!!
as for “are you ready?”, i said “yes. ready to move on, but not sure about jumping in.”
cherieladieblogs
in your context of moving on… i have moved.
as for jumping in…. errrmm.. evaluating in progress.. sigh. i dunno what to say abt this also.
unpolished_gem
hmm…. i can’t say too much either. but just let me know when you need a pair of ears. (i’ll volunteer jon’s too.)
sorry i haven’t had time to really talk to you and catch up with your life. i know when i have time, but doubt you’ll want to talk to me on sunday morning before i board my plane at 8.30! hahaha! china southern no internet check-in lah… so must go airport early. sigh.
cherieladieblogs
🙂 im sure there’ll be a time to catch u.. i have been equally busy as well.. if you noticed.. i havent been online much either.
just keep me in your thoughts!
unpolished_gem
you have been online but forever on “busy” mode.
cherieladieblogs
online at work but no time to chat. i flop the moment i get home these days.. hardly have the time to chat at home! 🙁
silli_boi
yeah… was wondering how come din see u update the previous wk..
hm.. maybe give u n him a chance to see if things will work out?