emotional baggage
even when i seemed to be feeling happy most of the time.. there are times when it hits me hard that i am still carrying a lot of emotional baggage.
sometimes, i wonder if striking a person off your life would be a much simpler task. i wonder if keeping contact by replying a simple ok in a sms is hard. sometimes, i feel like an idiot not knowing if there’s someone on the other end.
sometimes, i blardy want to know what exactly is going on.
i bought a gift for someone. i texted him to ask when he is free so that i can pass it to him. i didnt have response for the whole day. is it that hard?
fuck. why do i even bother in the first place? i wish i have the courage to shout,”get outta my life!”
*gloomy*
Cherie
Hi there! Thanks for popping by. I'm Cherie, a ftwm (full-time working mum) to 3 lovely kids (2 boys & a princess) and my motto in life is to BE HAPPY. Sure, life isn't all that smooth but it's the mentality that counts, no? This blog documents my life. Or rather, snippets of my life that has passed me by. I love capturing life memories in the blog and being able to read back and laugh at myself (or anyone). I love to eat (A LOT), travel and paint my own nails so the blog is mostly about that. Is that considered lifestyle? Of cos, the family is also very much an integral part of me so there would be loads of memories about the husband and my kids - Jerry (9yo), Jerome (7yo) and Leia (2.5yo) and everyone else that's close to me. I like documenting the kids' milestones, their growing up years, their achievements (and sometimes, mine), and my struggles and battles with motherhood. It sure ain't easy. I love seeking out good food and travelling, is trigger-happy, love new gadgets, love exploring new places and strives to live life to the fullest. I aspire to travel the world as much as I can, to soak in the different sights across the various continents and visit all the Disneylands in the world (almost there!). Have fun reading and do drop me a comment to say hi! Love, Cherie Lim Find me on Instagram.
13 Comments
Anonymous
🙂
perhaps he is busy. don be disheartened.
cherieladieblogs
Re: 🙂
perhaps. perhaps….
tiffanyx
i think you are like me, the other time.
why buy the gift if i may ask?
cherieladieblogs
no why. just felt like doing it. he’s a fren afterall.. a fren for the last 14 years..
tiffanyx
owells he dont treat you as one.
wwenzz
it takes time dear… he might be busy or something. how bout this. next time buy for me instead! 😡 haha~
cherieladieblogs
haha. nice one! i’ll try that the next time! 🙂
pishako
i agree.. we will always be glad to receive presents.. n we def will reply your sms. 🙂
cherieladieblogs
haha. 🙂
i_believe
Me too! ;D
Chin up girl. *hugs*
cherieladieblogs
thanks girl. i miss you loads already!! 🙂 *hugs*
i_believe
Me too *big hugs*
See when you free we go out again ok?
cherieladieblogs
and what are u going to achieve from me by posting this here? a scolding?
fuck it ok? i don’t need you to rub into my wounds.