even my ipod knows.
while i was soaking in reality earlier and taking a super long bath, i was scrubbing myself silly with a vengence. this particular song had to come on my ipod, which was in a shuffle mode playing on the bathroom speakers.
how apt.
even my ipod knows how im feeling. it made me pause, stood there under the running waters and stare blankly in the air for a full minute, whilst absorbing every single word of the song.
Endless Road – JJ Lim
The truth is tearing up my heart
I can’t recognise this place
The endless road without a stop sign
Can’t even find a stranger this time
chorus
Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there’s nothing to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Everytime I ask if this would be the last
Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think~ I never will
A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last
The winding path down my face
Till I begin to taste the bitterness inside
Repeat chorus
Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there’s nothing to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Everytime I ask if this would be the last
Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think~ I never will
I never will
22 Comments
i_believe
wah. ur bathroom has speakers?
cherieladieblogs
*nods*
the spare computer speakers that i had. i dumped it in the bathroom so that i plug in my ipod and play songs while i bathe.
nothing fanciful la. 🙂
i_believe
wah seh. Won’t it get short circuit or sth? my dad will slaughter me if I put any electronics inside the bathroom. Sometimes i leave my watch inside, he alr nag… Blah
cherieladieblogs
Hmm.. no wires except the one connecting to my ipod? drains the battery of my poddy when i play in the bathroom cos there werent any DC input to my speakers..
my brother say i know how to enjoy life. my mum never say anything, besides, i have my own personal toilet.. so i guess its ok.
i_believe
I also say so! Enjoy life ar
cherieladieblogs
ya. must enjoy while we can rite? its speakers only. spoil throw away. anyway, they are spares. im more worried abt poddy being in all that steam. 🙂
i_believe
spoil then get new one lo 😉
Nano very chio! heheh
cherieladieblogs
wah. fast learner eh?
the difference is the speakers are under 50 bucks, but poddy cost 700+. a nano is too small for my needs, but i attempted to get it for my running.
i_believe
but its so slim and sleek!
i’m using de mini ipod now… so so only.
cherieladieblogs
im using the ipod photo 60gb, bulky and troublesome + heavy. but sure can hold lotsa stuff!
i_believe
60GB!!!!
I think can store my whole lappy inside alr 😛
cherieladieblogs
oops! heh heh.
cherieladieblogs
typo there.. supposed to be “i am tempted to get..”
joooanne
don’t know what happen, but cheer up! 🙂
hope you feel better soon!
cherieladieblogs
aww..thanks!
when we hit rock bottom, we can only get up rite? i hope tomorrow would be better! it suxs to be down! 🙂
joooanne
yuppp that’s the spirit. the only way to go is UP! 🙂
lilsnooze
wah bathrm also got speakers.
Hmm…y so melancholy?
Hope u feel better soon. Got your US trip to take a break from all these. 😛
Good time to think and what not also.
cherieladieblogs
haha. ya. i got a weird habit of listening to the radio/music when i bathe. 🙂
and that’s my same sentiments exactly. mulling over what’s not over the US trip.
pishako
You’ve got one cool toilet..
& hope you’re feeling better today..
cherieladieblogs
cool? that’s not what i would describe it. you should SEE it.. its really quite lok!
pishako
Take a pic lar.. or invite us over to bai nian!!
cherieladieblogs
*shakes head*
picture this.. my house is 22 years old, never renovated. the tiles in my bathroom are falling and everything else is old other than the sink, toilet bowl and floor tiles because they werent usuable anymore.
not a pretty sight i tell you. 😛