Nightmares
I feel lousy about myself. I talked to my boss on msn last night. After i found yet another mistake in my promotional posms.
She said, “if you asked me, all the mistakes are pretty common with tight timelines and heavy workload. I know it’s tough and i am very demanding when it comes to work. Unfortunately, in our line, time and passion is important.”
she saw my unhappy cherie nick and asked why i’m unhappy. Well, i didn’t really tell the truth, but i told her because of work – i don’t feel good about making so many mistakes.
She’s gonna have a talk with me next week. I have no idea what she’s gonna tell me. That aside, i dreamt about making more mistakes in my work last night.
I think i am very stressed up. Never have i felt so terrible about myself in relation to work. I really have to learn to pick up myself fast after each blow and move on. The pace is way too fast to even sit down and think.
9 national campaigns for e calendar year, and i have 6 of them under my belt. And that’s only part of my work. I’m suffocating badly.
Do i really want this job? I have reached a crossroad. To turn left or right? Or maybe even a u-turn?
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Cherie
Hi there! Thanks for popping by. I'm Cherie, a ftwm (full-time working mum) to 3 lovely kids (2 boys & a princess) and my motto in life is to BE HAPPY. Sure, life isn't all that smooth but it's the mentality that counts, no? This blog documents my life. Or rather, snippets of my life that has passed me by. I love capturing life memories in the blog and being able to read back and laugh at myself (or anyone). I love to eat (A LOT), travel and paint my own nails so the blog is mostly about that. Is that considered lifestyle? Of cos, the family is also very much an integral part of me so there would be loads of memories about the husband and my kids - Jerry (9yo), Jerome (7yo) and Leia (2.5yo) and everyone else that's close to me. I like documenting the kids' milestones, their growing up years, their achievements (and sometimes, mine), and my struggles and battles with motherhood. It sure ain't easy. I love seeking out good food and travelling, is trigger-happy, love new gadgets, love exploring new places and strives to live life to the fullest. I aspire to travel the world as much as I can, to soak in the different sights across the various continents and visit all the Disneylands in the world (almost there!). Have fun reading and do drop me a comment to say hi! Love, Cherie Lim Find me on Instagram.
7 Comments
silli_boi
hm.. maybe tell her wats really bothering u bout yr work when u 2 have a talk? hopefully she can help n do something bout it…
hope no more unhappy cherie nick on yr msn but happy cherie nick *hug*
cherieladieblogs
it will just be cherie. no happy cherie.. unless i strike TOTO or something! 🙂
unpolished_gem
yeah, try to be “diplomatically” nice and tell her your struggles. make a comparison without having to put your colleague down. you know your portfolio is bursting as compared to the others.
even if you want to leave, you would want to do it cleanly, without any grudges or unhappiness.
cherieladieblogs
yup. we’ll see how it goes when she talk to me. I think she knows im finding it hard to cope.. but seriously speaking, i cant deny the fact that my colleagues are all strapped with other stuff as well.
😐
unpolished_gem
they just need to employ one more person. or assistant to do all the mundane work you girls are doing.
4gatchaman
u so close to ur boss? i wouldnt give my msn to boss or any superiors, never ! haha!
cherieladieblogs
errmmm.. she knows we all msn.. so one day, she decided to jump onto the bandwagon (while on maternity) and sent us an email to tell us to add her.
how not to add when she sees you msn all the time in the office?!