racing mind
it’s almost 3am in the morning. i am surprised that i am still awake. there is hardly anyone else left online on my msn list.
i am kept very awake by my mind, wildly thinking about junk matters. and for the last hr or so, madly addicted to bejewelled on fb.
met mr. j for lunch today. he said i lost my sparkle, my bounce, and i looked so tired. sounds like a bunch of bad news. apparently, i gave him a different “feel”. like it’s no longer the cherie he used to know…
was it that bad? told that to jen and she actually concurred his saying. OMG. *wildly looks around to find my sparkle*
sparkle, sparkle, where have you gone to?!
i don’t know if it’s life that got to me, or my lifestyle, or the phrase that i am going through, or the job, or the fact that i’m just getting older and more jaded.
seriously, i feel differently too. i no longer cared to blog as much. i am constantly tired. i don’t feel good, or in control of my life sometimes. one thing for sure, i am no longer as fun, cheeky or michievous. maybe the situations just didnt allow me to be.
scary huh.
have i changed?
Cherie
Hi there! Thanks for popping by. I'm Cherie, a ftwm (full-time working mum) to 3 lovely kids (2 boys & a princess) and my motto in life is to BE HAPPY. Sure, life isn't all that smooth but it's the mentality that counts, no? This blog documents my life. Or rather, snippets of my life that has passed me by. I love capturing life memories in the blog and being able to read back and laugh at myself (or anyone). I love to eat (A LOT), travel and paint my own nails so the blog is mostly about that. Is that considered lifestyle? Of cos, the family is also very much an integral part of me so there would be loads of memories about the husband and my kids - Jerry (9yo), Jerome (7yo) and Leia (2.5yo) and everyone else that's close to me. I like documenting the kids' milestones, their growing up years, their achievements (and sometimes, mine), and my struggles and battles with motherhood. It sure ain't easy. I love seeking out good food and travelling, is trigger-happy, love new gadgets, love exploring new places and strives to live life to the fullest. I aspire to travel the world as much as I can, to soak in the different sights across the various continents and visit all the Disneylands in the world (almost there!). Have fun reading and do drop me a comment to say hi! Love, Cherie Lim Find me on Instagram.
5 Comments
linus_lim
its your job.
cherieladieblogs
is it really that?!
and oh, that’s damn frank. should i screen your comment? haha.
linus_lim
haha.. i dun mind screen or no screen. It’s the fact. 🙂
Anyway, its your job. You always work till late. and every friday rush to get things out. sometimes until very late. Of course you’ll feel more tired and no sparkle.
cherieladieblogs
these days, it’s better. i go home earlier.. like 6+? usually reach home about 8pm ot 8+.
but i lost the drive to blog or update about my life. :/
linus_lim
Go Hiatus for awhile. Blogging is a past time not a chore.
After hiatus, you’ll be ok. 🙂