the concept of fat
i just showed kenties a picture i took in japan when i visited mt fuji. he asked,”is that you?”.. and “really?” when i answered positively.
and then.. he proclaimed,”YOU ARE SO SKINNNNNNNNNNNNNY!”
u know, i have been thinking. i always say im fat. because the people around me tells me so. my mum restricts the stuff i eat because she thinks im getting fatter and fatter. she always screams,”dont eat anymore, wait you become fatter and fatter!”
my bro, forever laughing at my huge tummy and tease me whenever it decides to peek out of my top. and often adding the comment,”you are getting fatter and fatter!”
when i was in spain last year and in the states this year, my aunt told me that im getting fatter. my tummy is definitely bulging beneath my clothes.
the last time i went wakeboarding with pei, ray and ant, ant was teasing me and poking his fingers at my tummy. he said, he didnt realise i had a tummy.
wei is constantly telling me that im fat.
i cannot fit into any of my size 24 levis jeans anymore. surely that’s a good indication that i have grown fat.
so, am i right to think i am fat?
i know, by the societal standards, i am still very much a skinny bitch. and thousands would want to kill me if i tell them in the face that i think im fat. according to the height, weight and age measure, i am underweight. according to BMI indication, i just met the minimal amount to be categorised as normal.
but, tell me. how to think i am not fat when there are so many (close) people in your life telling you otherwise?!?!
mich said,”u aint fat. u just need to tone.”
i think what she said makes the most sense. but then, its quite senseless to a lazy me.
ok, im blabbering nonsense again. im sure u guys can tell what boredom is doing to me now. woodbridge hospital, here i come.
and oh. talking abt woodbridge. i think the name’s changed. to something real cool. shit. i cant remember. something green. machiam like condo name! wei & me was laughing our heads off the other day when we passed by.
25 Comments
wwenzz
Green Grove??
Aiyoooooo.. u’re not fat, just that the fats got accumulated at the wrong places. I’m like this too. So irritating~
cherieladieblogs
yeah,, if only they can shift some from the tummy to our boney shoulders right?!?!
😐
wwenzz
yes yes! boobs too… Maybe shld do handstands so that the fats will slide down to our upper torso.
cherieladieblogs
haha. that’s a good one. i used to do a lot of handstands when i was young, the fats doesnt shift, but hands get super toned.
boobs! now that sounds motivating. but, if all the fats at my tummy goes to my boobs, i think i will be a DD cup liao! lol!
wwenzz
DD! Sure you want that? It’s hard to do sports with that. Oh… My fren was telling me that boob massage really works.
cherieladieblogs
Nope! of cos not! i was just trying to tell you that there’s so much fats in my tummy! im quite cool with the current boob size, really. any bigger, its really quite a hassle, and distraction.
like u said, hard to do sports.
unpolished_gem
if you don’t want to get toned, then suck in the tummy and keep it in there naturally. (like me, who is in self-denial as well.)
cherieladieblogs
that’s what i do usually.. but its getting bigger to hide now. 🙁
unpolished_gem
suck in more lor….. i’m trying too. crunches will help too. i do between 50-100 everyday.
cherieladieblogs
wah. u are good eh. im so lazy to even do 5, not to even mention 50!!
unpolished_gem
determination to look slim lor…. but of course there are days when i am too lazy lah…
cherieladieblogs
i wish i have half ur determination. jac also does min. 20 crunches everyday.
im such a slob. 🙁
unpolished_gem
you have so much time to do it at home now….
cherieladieblogs
i am lazy and i cant bend my leg much also.
unpolished_gem
do something without bending knees lor…. straight crunch lah. but more tiring…
vonique
OMG. size 24? Hw the heck did u manage to squeeze urself in size 24?
cherieladieblogs
errrmm.. im just a size 24 lor. now, im a size 25. 🙂
pishako
size 25 is still slim !!!!
why ppl ard u so critical one..
thankfully only my sis does tt to me.. but I don’t care.
as long as you live happily.. tt’s all tt really matters.
cherieladieblogs
i think it’s not that they are critical.. but they have seen me being so skinny for years.. so now, im indeed fat.. extra 6-7kgs compared to the past..
so they keep saying im fat. but by national standards, im am slim. 🙂
lilsnooze
u where got fat!?
cherieladieblogs
haha. im not fat. im just a lot fatter than what i used to be!
lilsnooze
u r the right size now u know.
cherieladieblogs
Hmm.. wei did tell me that very recently, but.. the needles on tha scales are going up..up and up!
need to do something abt it very soon! 😛
meinu_yihui
hey i like yr new photo!! nice nice
cherieladieblogs
u mean my header photo? there are a few more.. gonna change them as and well according to my mood. heh.
😛