Violation
Remember e resolution i’ve set sometime back about leaving e office before 8.30pm. I have been dilligently keeping to it. But twice this week, i headed home very late, way passed e time.
There were times where i thought the work is quite sucky, other times, i just enjoy it no matter how tired. Such is a contradiction that sways according to my mental state.
So, this week = sucky week (having started work last sunday and i have to work on both days this weekend, plus tiring week coming up & exam next sunday) =(
*yawns*
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it’s a scary thing when you see someone you have been familiar with all this while seating across the table feeling like a total stranger. What has gotten into me?
(in a shoes shop, me strutting around in e shop trying some heels)
He: since when you started wearing such high heels?
Me: huh? I have always been…
He: well, i had never seen it.
Me: (grabbed my existing heels and made a comparison with e one i was trying…)
He: oh…………
(in a restaurant having dinner)
Me: did you say this tom yam is damn good?
He: Ya! Don’t you agree?
Me: (face crinkles in disgust) huh?
He: since when have you becomed so particular about your food?
Me: (look of disbelief) i have ALWAYS been particular about food! Besides, this doesn’t even have e tom yam taste and e whole soup is coconut milk!
Have we grown that far apart while we weren’t looking?
[mobile post in cab @ macpherson]
7 Comments
pishako
bizzare and def growing apart with aloofness. It’s eerie but sad.
cherieladieblogs
ok. aloofness on my end or his or in general?
pishako
in general..
it feels quite cold.
cherieladieblogs
i think its more me than anything else.
he tries, but im unwilling. as in, im not that accomodative anymore.
i_believe
I think you need to think whether you still want to continue with this r/s girl 🙂
pishako
i think so too.
You r aldy losing the faith..
past entries on your r/ship have been morbid
i_believe
Yups 🙂
I get this feeling you are giving up (maybe you have already gave up) but you are not willing to face it?
Or maybe its just me. But in any case, I feel you really should think it through carefully how you want to proceed inside of getting stuck in the rut 🙂
*hugs*