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Protected: Hmm.. should i?
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Protected: how?
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Protected: i dont feel good
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Protected: the shock of my life
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It’s yet another routine morning. Preparing for work when i wake. The funny thing is, these days.. I feel different. Like feeling good when i wake, even though i may not have slept a lot. I have been consistently been more on time for work. =) i’ve been asking myself. Am i ready? Many have seen my msn nick and given their 2 cents worth. Johnny told me, i’m definitely ready. Move on was his advice. Else, put in effort and make it happen. Am i willing to put in effort? Not really. So, moving on will be a more appropriate move. Rodney told me i’m ready. For him! *faints*…
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it’s three
3 months have passed since the breakup. i didnt deliberately think about it. just happened to look at my calendar and remembered. lunch was spent talking to my colleagues, 3 vs one – me. looks like its time i move on. knowing fully well that no one is willing to put in any effort to salvage the relationship. knowing fully well that i am not willing to be the giver again. looking at how he is ‘shunning’ me to some extent.. am i right to say that i should drop all guilt and seek for my own happiness? it’s been hard knowing so much. it’s been an emotional burden and…
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the week’s updates
monday. i met shuyu for dinner at bishan. swensens. a good old chat between 2 friends, some shopping and i bought myself a pair of dainty red heels to wear over the cny. it’s a little lavish considering that i dont get to wear dainty heels here in rengam and i’ll be in batam for the next couple of days! tuesday. met pei for dinner and we seriously had a lot of catching up to do! i haven’t sat the girl down for dinner for eons and there was just so much to say and update each other. we just rambled on non stop and before we know it, it…
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it couldn’t be worse..
someone wished me happy chinese new year today. actually, many did, but this particular person’s was probably the most unforgettable. other than the usual greetings, he said i look mature and wished that i could register my marriage by this year. -_- i sadly took his hand and told him that i don’t even have a bf to begin with. damn. but it’s ok. life is more than just marriage right? just thought i’ll blog this down for remembrance. 🙂
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Moving on..
Seeing you spotting more meaty cheeks and looking more robust, i wonder if it’s a good decision for you that i have decided to move on. On the contrary, i seemed to be looking worse off with terrible skin, horrible sleep habits, irregular meals and a sad outlook. I’m beginning to think i’m a little pathetic. =/ [mobile post on bus @ upper serangoon]
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some thoughts
prior to receiving the gifts, i practically had a sucky day.. ending my meeting at 8pm with loads of undone work and a friend waiting to have dinner with me since 6.45pm. i felt really bad to have belle wait for me for so long. 🙁 i wonder if my life is a joke, and that if it isn’t hard enough, somehow.. i just have to face up to the tough situations and meet with totally unexpected surprises. with vday looming, i was somehow sad that i am gonna be alone this year, and it’s gonna be so far different from the last 7 years to have someone by my…
