tired
petty cash claims are a pain in the ass. more so when u had to look through 9 pages of itemised billing, pull out the business contacts and keep seeing his number everywhere.
guess it’s gonna be the last bill that i’ll have to suffer this pain. next month, his number would almost be non existent.
chatted with anso earlier. he did tell me that if he could tell me frankly, he would say i made a wise choice. much so for my own sake than for anything else.
some times, my heart do go all out to him with all the problems that he faces. i really really do wish all the best for him.
am dead tired. off to bed now!
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sepps2
I’m probably really late, but I just had time to catch up with everything.
in any case, I believe you did what is best for yourself now and in the future as well. hope you’ll be much happier soon too. take GOOD care of yourself! 🙂
cherieladieblogs
thanks girl. 🙂
I am moving on just fine.. just a little hiccups here and there but i guess its all part of the big picture called life! 🙂
i’ll be strong, cos i know many out there are rooting for me. 🙂
Anonymous
Guessed all of us treated u like our baby sister and all of us wanted u to be happy. So don disappoint us ok?
Cliff
cherieladieblogs
yeah. i’ll be happy. 🙂
lilsnooze
hi dear. just managed to catch up on all your posts.
It takes great courage to move on. *hugs*
It is inevitable that there will be a blackout period where u get down everytime something reminds u of him. But its human, cos it is a relationship afterall.
Rem to keep the big picture in mind and know that what u did was for the best.
cherieladieblogs
Yeah. i guess it’s inevitable… 🙂 i’m fine.. no worries.. blogging helps a great deal too! 🙂
wwenzz
Cher, you’ve been a brave and strong gal. *hugs*
cherieladieblogs
thanks wen. u had been there for me when i need someone most. thanks for everything, i really really appreciate it a lot.
*hugs*
🙂
wwenzz
that’s what friends are for.. i’m always here! thanks for being there for me toooooooooo. *muackz*
Anonymous
Hi Cherie,
you been v strong and brave! I wonder if i can get myself out of this too…what i am experiencing is very similar to what u have gone through…i get in and out..in and out…kinda feeling tired about it….
Lynn
cherieladieblogs
thanks lynn. i guess the best way to doing it is keep going out with friends.. you’ll be obliged to put up a smiley face and for all you know, u’ll start enjoying yourself and other stuff don’t matter that much.
else, really sit down and ascertain what you really want for yourself. quit asking yourself the “what ifs” questions cos they’ll only pull you down into the whirlpool again.
think nike when all else fails – just do it! 🙂
i hope things will be better for you soon! *hugs*