dedicated to pei

there are many fond memories that i have of you girl. as well as many heart wrenching ones. but i am glad that we have stuck out as friends for such a long time and here, i dedicate my thoughts for your memory and mine.

you are that girl..

you are that girl whom i first met during the sec school orientation wearing maroon-colored culottes (or rather it should be skorts, as unpolished_gem just educated me) and became my first friend.

you are that girl with cute fringe, long pigtails and a huge nose for your (then) face.

you are that girl, whom we quickly became the best of friends.

you are that girl, whom i find it fascinating cos you had a twin sister.

you are that girl, whom i accompanied you to your primary school (st. nic) on teacher’s day to give your fav teacher a pressie.

you are that girl, whom make me feel that i am fortunate cos i had a room all to myself, while u had to share with 3 other sisters while u were young.

you are that girl, whom became the monitress cos your registration number was 1.

you are that girl, with the special surname aw.. that then i never had heard of.

you are that girl, who kept urging me to join you in st. john as an eca cos you felt that being able to save people and know first aid is such a great thing.

you are that girl, whom collected my eca form and abused your authority as a monitress and secretly changed my no. 1 choice from athletics to st john and putting athletics as my no. 2 choice, pushing my table tennis dream out of the picture completely.

you are that girl, whom upsetted me when i found out i couldnt play table tennis and am stuck in st john forever cos my school had a stupid rule about not being allowed to quit the eca once your name is on the list.

you are that lucky girl, who crushed my table tennis dreams in completing in the nationals at secondary level but am very lucky that i couldnt push the blame on you cos there wasnt enough female players in the school anyway.

you are also that lucky girl, cos i did manage to get into athletics as well even though i had to juggle between 2 core ecas and had the in-charges fighting for me on saturdays for training.

you are that girl, whom never made me regret ever being part of st john with you cos of all the fun we had.

you are that girl, who came to my rescue when i collapsed right after i crossed the finishing line at our school’s cross country the week after i had chicken pox.

you are one of those girls, whom tried to pacify and ease my saddness when i was upset i came in 2nd in the race.

you are the girl, whom seen me through each and every guy that i have been with, and been there to hear me complain, wail to, and tell my darkest secrets.

you are the girl, who was there to receive me when we were at chung cheng high school doing the first aid mock thingy, running with 3 other fit guys, carrying a super FAT AND HUGE casualty on a stretcher pronounced as dead!

you are the girl, whose house i always hang out with cos i simply adore being with you and remembering the details of that house till this very day.

you are the girl, who talked to me on the phone almost every other night while we were in sec school.

you are the girl, whom rid me of my shyness character and made me the outspoken person i am today.

you are the girl, who had loads of identical bags/clothes/shoes as me cos we are always together (buying the same stuff together too!)

you are the girl, whom affected my decision in heading for temasek poly instead of ngee ann (against my mum’s wishes!) even though i fought hard to gain a place in ngee ann.

you are the girl, who first bought me out to party at zouk.

you are the girl, whom i was partying with almost every other day afterwards for a year.

you are the girl, whom we went to sign up for riding lesson together even though you got your licence for 5 years now and i never attended my first practical.

you are the girl, whom broke my heart and caused me to tear when i found out u were smoking one day.

you are the girl, who painstakingly made an effort not to smoke in front of me when u knew i would be very upset.

you are the girl, whom made me sad when i accidentally found out the stuff you do/wear as a dancer.

you are the girl, whom i tried to protect when i hear friends making negative comments of you as a dancer.

you are the girl, who did many things that i did not approve but made me accept you still cos u are so dear to me.

you are the girl, who changed my mindset about many things and made me the person i am today.

you are the girl, who i will always buy something for when i travel overseas.

you are the girl, who thinks of me each time you travel too. (*wink wink*)

you are the girl, who i hardly meet up with, yet feel so close too.

you are the girl, whom i gave a pair of hamsters to, especially handpicked a hamster cage for, and deliver them to your house even tho you weren’t home.

you are the girl, whose humourous laughter is infectious

you are that witty girl, who never fails to surprise me with the things you say.

you are the girl, with determination so strong that i truly admire.

you are that super girl, who can juggle a full time job, full time school and hold 2 other part time jobs at the same time.

you are the girl, who is still very close to my heart now.

you are the girl, who i never want to lose.

you are the girl, that i definitely want as a bridemaid when i get married.

girl, best of friends always ya?

Oops. i got to sleep now.