• sigh

    i dont feel good after a whole day of fun in sentosa. somehow, i feel more down compared to how i feel before i went. i dont know why.. after all the fun.. i feel a sense of loss. and ant actually asked a question that strike a chord. much as i wish you was there with me..you’re not. and our telephone conversation is making it much worse. =(

  • … today is a very down day compared to the rest of the week.. and the only thing that can perk me up a little is the dinner that im gonna have with michie later tonight. I just took a box and tried packing my personal stuff into it. wanna bring it home with me tomorrow.. but a box is not sufficient. i might need another or a bigger box. with the sale of the co, all the employment contracts will be novated. i wonder if they’ll keep me, but then.. im always ready to leave. in view of my spain & portugal escapement, i am skeptical about leaving my…