saddened..
i was trying to log into friendster to post a comment on one of my friend’s bloggie. and while waiting for the slow login to happen, i browse through some of my friends’ profiles..
at the same time, i realised. someone close to my heart is gone. he’s no longer in my friendster list. search all i could, but he seemed to disappear into thin air. he’s not in the list of all our common friends as well. not sure why, my heart sank.
it’s kinda sad knowing that i wont be able to check how he’s been recently. and know updates about him. tho we hardly talk, and never met up for years.. it’s still nice seeing pictures of him in friendster and knowing that he’s well.
i doubt he’ll ever read this. the guy born on 7 dec. i really wish the best for you and hope you’ll be happy. i dont think our paths will cross ever again, but your smile will remain in my mind for as long as i can remember.
and while searching for this friend. i found this girl whom i dont know at all. but she was hugging a guy. a friend of mine. whom shunned me and acted like he didnt know me the last time we met. and pretended to quickly hug his gf and get out of my view with a guilty look on his face. i dont even know what happened?!?!
it’s weird. thinking why someone close to my heart disappears just like that and someone who desperately shuns me just appear even when i am not searching. it funny how fate pokes fun of one.
sigh. i suddenly find myself in jitters. dont know why. 🙁
Cherie
Hi there! Thanks for popping by. I'm Cherie, a ftwm (full-time working mum) to 3 lovely kids (2 boys & a princess) and my motto in life is to BE HAPPY. Sure, life isn't all that smooth but it's the mentality that counts, no? This blog documents my life. Or rather, snippets of my life that has passed me by. I love capturing life memories in the blog and being able to read back and laugh at myself (or anyone). I love to eat (A LOT), travel and paint my own nails so the blog is mostly about that. Is that considered lifestyle? Of cos, the family is also very much an integral part of me so there would be loads of memories about the husband and my kids - Jerry (9yo), Jerome (7yo) and Leia (2.5yo) and everyone else that's close to me. I like documenting the kids' milestones, their growing up years, their achievements (and sometimes, mine), and my struggles and battles with motherhood. It sure ain't easy. I love seeking out good food and travelling, is trigger-happy, love new gadgets, love exploring new places and strives to live life to the fullest. I aspire to travel the world as much as I can, to soak in the different sights across the various continents and visit all the Disneylands in the world (almost there!). Have fun reading and do drop me a comment to say hi! Love, Cherie Lim Find me on Instagram.
