i am kinda upset. i dont understand why everyone is screaming at me. i am running really late, especially im walking a crawl.

but i need a blog post to perk me up.

doesnt mean i look ok, pretend its ok means its really ok. i dont understand why they cannot understand and have to shout at me get irritated at me cos i am not as capable as usual.

why dont they understand? i didnt want it to happen, but since it had happened, i can only brace it with positivity. yet, they keep shooting me down.

i really want to cry out loud. staying strong and holding my tears is beyond me now. cant they just understand?

*sniff*