i never thought that i’ll say this, but after the month long anticipation of the africa trip…

i suddenly have no desire to go at all.

it’s like i’ve lost interest, too tired, and suddenly it seems more like a dreary thing than something that i’ll anticipate.

guess it was a prolonged case of anticipation, or that i am too tired with everything that’s going on right now.

there’s just so much to be done. the mind is racing but the body is in a trance. argh. i just want to push everything away, curl up in bed and wish no one would bother me for a while.

there’s just too much going on right now and i really really wish there wasn’t any additional stress.

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on a side note.. i discovered that i think best in the following situations:
– in the shower
– during a jog
– when i drive (alone)

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had dinner with the bestie yesterday and passed her pictures of the hen’s night and the wedding day. had a short dinner while the pictures were being transferred from my netbook. quick update on the recent happenings, and i really do missed dinners like such. we rounded the night with bad traffic in novena square’s car park and i sped the night away to get to goodwood for some moon cake. we were the last 2 customers and PHEW!

was really thankful that i managed to get the moon cakes for der’s parents and promptly delivered it over last night.

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do you feel at times that there are too many roles in life to play? and being everything at the same time is such a tedious process?

at the moment, my shoes seemed way too big for me to fill them in.

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ok. i.am.grouchy.

i wish i could just get out of my seat for a run.



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