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A scare.
Am at one of my stores. Saw someone with a side profile so similar to wei. A much skinner version of wei. As much as the love songs don’t hurt that much anymore. As much as the pain of seeing his stuff in my room have subsided. I am still very much affected by anyone that looks remotely like him. I’m telling myself, it’s ok. It’s normal. I am just humane. I can’t hide my feelings in a box and keep them away. I just have to slowly slowly deal with it, and someday… It’s gonna be ok. The fake wei just turned his head and looked at me. -_-”…
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Timeless
I forgot my watch today. I forgot my usual ring too. Outta sorts? Maybe. I have just discovered more trouble that i have gotten myself into. Silly mistakes they call it. I wish i could do have enough time to cater to everything. To me, the more work there is, the more prone to mistakes one is. Having to juggle everything in real time.. I really hate it when the mobile and lan lines ring non stop, flooding emails and have everyone asking me questions and calling my name. I really want to pull my hair, squat down and scream. I have forgotten more things, and i’m in for more…
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Meeting
In a meeting. Yawning. Makes me think of chey and her chirpy voice when she do her updates. No one to make me smile. No one to smile to me across e table. Sleepy and heavy eyelids. Grr.. I want to be more awake! Just for the record, i stepped into e office at 8.30am. Much much earlier than usual since work officially starts at 9. Sounds like a nice suprise. But no, i came in earlier to clear work before e meeting. =( [mobile post @ meeting room]
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I.am.reaching.a.suffocating.pace.at.work. Why are things so bad for me? [mobile post @ office]
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Subconscious mind
The other day, i had a strange dream. S appeared in my dream. S is this girl that was my primary school classmate, stayed in e block opposite me, went to the same secondary school with me, and was in e same eca for 4 years. We were good friends throughout and somehow, during my last year.. A first aid competition that we were in kinda created some conflict. I don’t know how e conflict arose, cos we were team mates, but some time during our training, her role was replaced by e reserve team member and she became e reserve instead. So, things went downhill and when i graduated…
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Another monday. Another week
It’s the start of another week. Only managed to grab 2 hours of sleep last night. My hands are burning badly and that’s e signal that my body is giving out to say it’s breaking down soon. I need loads of h20 now and my eyes are hurting from e lack of sleep. =( [mobile post on bus @ toa payoh]
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=)
It’s yet another routine morning. Preparing for work when i wake. The funny thing is, these days.. I feel different. Like feeling good when i wake, even though i may not have slept a lot. I have been consistently been more on time for work. =) i’ve been asking myself. Am i ready? Many have seen my msn nick and given their 2 cents worth. Johnny told me, i’m definitely ready. Move on was his advice. Else, put in effort and make it happen. Am i willing to put in effort? Not really. So, moving on will be a more appropriate move. Rodney told me i’m ready. For him! *faints*…
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Short note
A week has gone past, but i haven’t found any time to do updates of any kind. E past week has been hectic. This week is not gonna be any better. Seeing a company trip for 3 days of next week, i don’t know how i’m gonna manage. Kicking off this hectic week with no sleep last night. I really need will power to get through e busy week. Wish me luck. [mobile post on bus @ toa payoh]
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Moving on..
Seeing you spotting more meaty cheeks and looking more robust, i wonder if it’s a good decision for you that i have decided to move on. On the contrary, i seemed to be looking worse off with terrible skin, horrible sleep habits, irregular meals and a sad outlook. I’m beginning to think i’m a little pathetic. =/ [mobile post on bus @ upper serangoon]
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Ouch!
My left shoulder hurts big time. Last night, i slipped and fell down the stairs while i was heading out for drinks. The stairs were wet due to washing of the common corridor earlier in the day, and i slipped when my foam slippers stepped into the non suspicious looking puddle. I grazed my calf, busted my knee and broke my big toe nail and my shoulder blade got caught in between the railing and now, i have a huge bruise on my left shoulder blade as a present. Ouch! All mundane daily activities hurts big time. =( [mobile post on bus @ PIE]
