• Enjoyment?

    Enjoyment is sitting at an alfresco restaurant, under slow swirling fans, listening to sentimental hits, slowly reading your papers and watching the world go by. That’s what i’m doing… Except that i’m not really enjoying cos i’m here for work and i have to keep getting out of my seat and checking out the photoshoot. But i think i like this kind of lifestyle. Slow paced, with nothing to worry about. Last night, i dreamt about him again. And his brother this time. Echoing the words he last told me when he called. It’s that considered a nightmare? I don’t know, but it’s sure disturbing to the mind and soul.…

  • recap

    that was the view i looked at for hours when i met up with rodney. it’s funny how i found so much similarities in his life situation and mine. it was a simple night out, but yet, it got me thinking on a lot of issues.. and triggered me to do some reflections. somehow, his reactions would be the same as his. so am i wrong to judge him from my womanly girly, childish views? i absolutely have no idea.. but i will continue to dwell on it further. i think i talked a lot for the night. waaaaaaay to much to someone on a first date. hmmm.. i should…

  • tired

    2.30am. it’s was the moment i silently cheered under my breath. after 17 hours of work yesterday, i finally can head home to my bed. i was so tired, i slept in the cab on the way home. it was quite a mental torture. i wondered why i was much happier when my last shoot lasted 26 hours. i think, the company around the set makes a huge difference. well, im glad its finally over and i have the weekend to relax a little. the sad news is, i’ll still need to pop to the stores and do some survey over this weekend. urgh. but it’s ok. i will get…

  • Dreading the work

    8.35pm. Just starting another set of shoot. The original schedule of ending at 12am is not gonna happen and there’s no way i’m gonna join the lj girls at esplanade tonight. From a bad migraine… I’m now having a throbbing head after red wine sirloin steak and 2 mugs of beer. It’s a long night that i’ll have to trudge through and i have no idea how to survive it while feeling super sleepy. I so want to curl in my bed and sleep! *yawns* [mobile post @ restaurant]

  • A day of waiting.

    It’s gonna be a day of testing my patience. Loads of waiting is in store.. I wish i could put my head on the table and snooze, but i can’t. =( yes, i am still a sleepyhead. Got my script and shoot schedule for company for now, wearing a tube and sitting under e restaurant’s blasting aircon with dim orangey lights. It’s such an ideal condition to sleep. I am yawning non stop! I am just hoping my phone batt is able to last me throughout the whole of today with all the coordination calls and mobile blogging that i’m gonna do. [mobile blog @ restaurant]