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Drained.
Suddenly feel like having a big wail to relax myself. I need distractions. Am so tired of everything. I need a change. Environment change. The vietnam trip would do me good. Away from everyone i know, everything that i care about. I feel so lost some times. I am shutting myself out from everyone. Have you realised? [mobile post on cab @ cte]
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i’m very the sad can?!
this is depressing. i only have 4 working days left before the vietnam trip to complete all my work and i am feeling so so deflated. i just realised yesterday that i am on course for 3 full days next week. Argh! drove me into panic mode immediately because there is so much to be done at this point in time! even my colleagues commented that i am very quiet these days in the office. i am madly rushing but yet, there is still so much undone. demoralized.
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bored
it’s a lazy morning. i sorta refused to do any work.. unless really critical. had dinner with johnny the other day after 5 games of billard. he said that to be in my job.. one must really have the drive. it got me thinking.. did i ever have the drive? or have i lost the drive? or is it a plain situation that it is not in me, hence not apt for the job. boo. the whole of yesterday was filled with meetings and meetings.. dozed off in one, almost dozed off in another and the last one that last till 7pm at night, i was munching non stop for…
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of late
i seemed to be sinking.. especially at w.o.r.k. maybe i really lost the m.o.t.i.v.a.t.i.o.n. just read an ex-colleague blog who’s marketing assistant just quit because he thinks the jobs doesn’t suit him. these days.. i am beginning to think my job doesn’t suit me. blah. in other news.. *SCREAMS* AHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhh!!! my flickr pro account is gonna expire in 2 days!!!! my pictures!! i need a gift from someone!
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the statement
someone gave me a fortune cookie to welcome the new year. it’s been sitting on my desk for a while and yesterday, i broke it open to see what it says.. and it says.. “for a marriage to work, you have to fall in love with the same person many times..” am feeling depressed at this very moment.
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missing mobile
i LOST my mobile in the OFFICE ladies toilet. f.u.c.k the bitch who took it. didn’t mean to be rude, but hey, my name sticker is there.. and it was my birthday present.
okie. u know the drill. those who knows my mobile..send me a message with ur NAME please. my sim card will be here only tomorrow afternoon. terribly upset i am. no more mobile blogging! /edit OK. you can also leave a comment here. i screened all the comments for this entry. /edit -
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4th day into the new year.. my watch reads 1.4FR. looks like april’s fool to me. i am not very the happy today. shed quite a bit of tears, was told i am lost, i feel lost and then i also started questioning my own self worth. you know.. everyone says im creative. i think that is too big a hat to wear. i am not, and i don’t want to be. it is hard living up to people’s expectations. as much as i want to quit, my mind says i shouldn’t be a quitter. i think about my life now and i think it is in such a mess.…
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