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its madness.
i was estactic when i heard the news about jerry being able to be discharged. back home, i am struggling with sleep deprivation so bad.. i kinda wish i had the help of the nurses from the hospital and it isnt that tough. it’s been madness since jerry’s home coming. he has loads and loads of medication and they are driving me nuts. coupled that with no one else to help, i think i was a little on my wits’ end today. for the record, here’s how the daily schedule is like for now. 4.30am – Nebuliser 5am – Medication for cough & running nose 8am – tablet for his…
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morning!
banging away on my work lappie and sending out emails at this time of the day, what a wonderful life that I am having. i want to call in dead sometimes. because i am physically and mentally tired. AND stretched! *plots evil plan go MIA or play dead*
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i must have looked like shit these days.
everyone i met recently keep telling me i looked very tired. i met johnny for lunch today and he said i looked really haggard. and i thought with all the runs put in, i should be more alert and awake. but no. i struggle to stay awake every night when i reach home, and i feel sleepy every time i am at work. and i almost cant be here typing this entry now. last friday, i almost died. i left work at 1+am in the morning, after all the madness at work, the packing and leaving ayer rajah for good. i was dead tired and was driving myself home. i…
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my eyes are tearing.
i think it will take a week for me to wear off the fatigue. i am still so tired from the hectic week. i dozed off earlier at 9+ while waiting for der to come home so that we could head out for dinner. i struggled out of bed in woozy state. i wasn’t in the mood to eat (i’ll rather sleep), but i still pulled myself outta bed. man.. i hate this feeling. i want to sleep like there is no tomorrow. and there’s no work waiting for me.
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tired
after working over the weekend and popping to the stores and trying to pack so many activities into it since it is also my mum’s birthday today, i am feeling so so tired and my neck aches BIG time. i wonder how i can ever feel better coming to work on mondays, without the monday blues. back to work.
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the head hurts
i was jolted out of bed in cold sweat at 6.30am this morning. i went to bed only at 5.30am. i had such a terrible nightmare that i didn’t had the courage to shut my eyes after. it was so REAL. wondered why i am always plagued with tragedies in my dreams. somehow, the same tragedies keep playing in my head. too stressed, maybe? am suffering from a terrible headache now from the lack of rest.. what a way to kick start my sunday.
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lone ranger
i am the last lone ranger in the office. 🙁 am still madly trying to clear my emails and get myself organized, getting updates on all outstanding matters and trying to do up reports/proposals that are due by tomorrow afternoon. *wails* doesn’t help at all when i am in meetings after meetings the entire of today and when i finally have the time to sit at my desk, it’s 7pm already! just thought i’ll take a quite breather after reading 300+ emails and then start working on ticking off the items on my to-do list. i shall be productive. wish me luck. 🙂
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it’s lazing day today
i’m on leave and all i want to do is laze. am tired out from all that travelling, grandpa’s birthday, the trip and grandma’s birthday. yesterday was the only day i was in singapore and i spent the time on a movie and groceries shopping with der, aunt and uncle. so, today, i’m left all alone!! der’s at work, aunt and uncle flew back this morning, so it’s me-time today. was planning to sort and load the vietnam pictures.. but it’s approximately 15gb worth of pictures (5000+ shots) and i feel TIRED just waiting for the picture thumbnails to load. okie. got to go bathe and head out for an…
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back
i’m back from vietnam and my bed suddenly feels so comfy to snuggle in. my msn mailbox has got 69 unread mails! i don’t even dare to check the work email yet. *shudders* will update about the trip once i have rested enough. nite.
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gone for a week
am feeling really, really stoned now. survived on less than 2 hours sleep from yesterday, i have just finished packing my luggage for vietnam tomorrow. the happenings of today, the trip to rengam and back, and of birthday celebrations and loads of photos, that will have to be wait till i’m back from vietnam. in the meanwhile, i’ll be missing from this space for a week! crashing now. good night. am leaving on a jet plane in 8 hours.
